Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand

Ok so Man Utd won Arsenal 4-0 HAHAHAHA. and Chelsea won 3-1 courtesy of Frank Lampard and Kalou :D. anyways sorry if I didnt update last night cause I was up all night watching like 4 mathces LOL. Those two up there and Liverpool vs Burnsley and the best match of the night, International Friendly: ITALY VS PORTUGAL!! Omg I forgot how damn good Italy is..no wonder they're champs of 2006 World Cup. anyways they won 3-1! ok enough of the highlights now back to my post about sending my sis to the airport..

so thats my sis and her husband at the airport terminal 3.. you know it feels like shes only been here for like a week..time passes so fast when you're having fun haha.Sis just called and said that shes there already after like a total of 25 hrs of flight.. here to hong kong,then to LA,then to Houston. omg. That reminds me of the time I went to the states at sec 3 and had to suffer 21 hours in the plane while an irritating little boy kicks my chair 24/7. >:(. ugh. I was trying to get some sleep :(.

anyways I bought Popeyes chicken from T3. omggg delicioussss. **spasm** The last time I had popeyes was back at the states hahaha..then what did I do next? oh ya went to Gombak to my aunts house and well talked for abit then walked around Gombak for uhh.. no reason at all? ahaha don wanna tell you :P. all I can say is, reminisce. ok anyways played soccer yada yada the end.nothing exciting to talk about lah hahaha. oh! I got one! well my sis asked me once what I wanna do after Poly and NS and I said i dunno.. and she said that If i got no goals to aim then its gonna be hard.. (haha seriously it MAY sound funny to you) ok then my plan is..after NS i'll probably like.. get married or most probably engaged first if do have a girl at that point of time. OK OK HERES THE BEST PART! Listen Listen!

once engaged right, 'i'll take her to go outside the country like houston or something and do my Uni there while engaged' :D set! HAHAHA. eh why cannot ah? its a goal! I will achieve that I tell you! just wait! but then right..if cannot go to houston still nvm,can study in s'pore and i'll just wait for the right time to go out of the country WITH the girl! haha! im so ambitious.. eh still its a good thing that atleast im aiming for something now :).. but no girl ah.. ahya. oh and Ive changed the song in my blog cause eh.. I feel like it. I love the song!! nite ppls! :D

Cause you know, you know,That I love you
I have loved you all along,And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore <3 i miss you.

there's somewhere beyond this, I know.

so its Valentine's day and yep you guessed it! not going too well for me since the start of the day.. so yeah you can say that apparently cupid's arrow missed me by 10 miles haha :/ so i thank cupid for officially making me lame.. -_- so im a loser now. I.am.loser.

edit: anyways got mistake lah hahaha my bad my bad.. apparently Johnson doesnt have a stead? so hes still single haha. go girls,quickly get him :). anyways hmm i shall skip to the happy part first.. hmm today ah. lets see. ok well I didnt go to school cause I wasnt uhh.. ok i just didnt wanna go to school cause alot of stuff keep happening and I just need a time out. bought new shoes,new shirt,new jeans etc haha.. oooh! ooh! i went to do facial too LOL. yeah yeah I know its a lil girly. BUT atleast it makes my face look good with no acne and feels smooth so yeah :D. and I got new glasses too!! :DDD. I had to get new ones cause my old one just sucks cause it has been with me since 4 years and its all full of scratches and stuff.. and I dont really like to use contact lenses.. it takes me atleast 30 mins in the toilet to know where is the right or wrong side of the contact lenses.. ITS NOT MY FAULT OK?! ITS SO HARD TO SEE!. :(. what plate what bowl?? WHATS THE DIFFERENCE?! :X then in the end,after finding out which side is the right one, my hands are dirty.. so its gonna be painful..nice Herrizal. just nice. lol ok im just dumb :/. I is no good in shapes. I has bad eyesight. :(. I no speaking in engrish! -.-

well I spent quite alot really on just myself so I dont think i'll be going out anytime soon.. eh. whatever,atleast I got to buy my stuff :D.. gotta study now.. HAHA yes yes. finally I find that maths is actually.. FUN! and easy! well ok not that easy at times but still FUN! :D. i frickin love maths now haha.. but.. studying alone sucks. I need someone to study with me eh :(. then I can do well. or not I'll just think about something else while staring at the book lol.

anyways well Vday.. sucks.do you know how bad it felt in school when everyone's going all 'wahh!! valentines day!! im gonna take my girl out to go dinner tonight!' or 'OOOH!! My guy gave me this sweet letter and roses. omg I so love him, I cant wait for tonight!' while you're going all 'I dont understand..I just dont understand why would she hate me' all over again and again. yeah, you DONT. do you know how much it sucks to feel left out and literally get LAUGHED at just cause you got no valentine? do you know how much it sucks to feel like a failure at almost everything you do? Do you know how much it fucking hurts to see everyone so lovely together while you're, at valentine's day, miserable. yeah I know getting a little melodramatic but I just have to let it all out cause apparently I cannot get it out of my head so yeah ahaha.. atleast now its out of my head so its okay now :).

ok lah I dont wanna bore you to death with my life story and also I have to wake up early tmr cause my sis is going to the states.. gotta send her back and then going to my aunts house at gombak.. i think gonna play soccer for awhile around there in the late afternoon haha..see how.. cause the last time I played there,I kicked the ball too hard it flew into the construction site and I ran away from the scene omg.. lol. SEE LAH! I just remembered something I told myself to forget.. ahaha. yay atleast im feeling a little better now.. k lah nite ppls :D

the time has come to take a pie! :D

HAHAHAHA i just shared this with mizi on msn but I HAVE to share it with you ppls. Basically its making me go from frustrated to Happy as hell now :D. Its an interpretation of BFMV's song 'Her Voice Resides'.. DAMN FUNNY hahahah. Basically the guy who created this video just wanted to make BFMV sound stupid LOL. well its one of my fav songs from BFMV apart from the screamo, the bridge and the solo is just insane :). I think it wont be funny unless you hear BFMV's songs cause then you'll understand that this is not the supposed lyrics..they just changed it to make it sound damn stupid lol. haha yeah I was a lil pissed about something earlier but this just made my day :D.



the good part starts at around 2:10 and the solo starts at 2:30 in the song :)

I still love this song though :D.
'Heavennnn, where is my angel I need her now. HOLDING MEEEEEE... TONIGHT!!' hahaha. lovely line :)

right now its killing time.

Nice ah my sis's Iphone? haha.. nothing much exciting going on today except for my sis and her husband going to Thailand for 3 days so yeah I got the house all to myself these days :D. Cant believe that the long weekend is over and that we have to go back to school.. :(. not fair man. ahya I think I can just suffer for 1 more year then it'll be smooth sailing knowing that O's are over :)

Anyways I tried calling just now and well funny story really. NO ANSWER. -_-. kns. 2ND TIME YOU KNOW!! -.- and I got a strong feeling that someone doesnt want me to call her. like how to say ah? gut feeling. but I think its only gut feeling? haha. I hope. I cant believe im getting affected by just 1 measly missed call haha.. ok lah fineee I think its unintentional ok? :). But its starting to get irritating ah.. ABIT only. Hahaha see im getting a little frustrated.. bah. lol i tell you ah this one is like the 2nd time i called and like if the 3rd time i call then like this again, im done calling lol. Im gonna call like tmr or the day after at like an earlier time like 7 or something. THEN RIGHT. if sleeping ah, I also dunno what to say ah haha.. call also very hard ahya.. sad man. sad. its like part of me say its somewhat intentional but part of me also says its not. Gut Feeling vs Reality. If its intentional ah im gonna start killing people who gave me false hope.. like YOU AH TRAVIS! >:(. haha. joking. ahya tell you what,i'll just call tmr or the day after. then we'll see who is right and who is wrong. anyways changed the song in my blog cause imeem being a bastard and putting my lifehouse song to 30 secs.. this song is sweet :D. and i love sweet songs :P. k lah gnite :D.

"and i stood at a distance,to feel who you are. hiding myself in your eyes."

Forever and Always

hellooo ppls :). haha yes yes first of all I would like to wish the Chinese ppls GONG XI FA CAI. Happy Chinese New Year :D.Im not too late to wish that right? haha thats just some random pic that jasvinny took during the CNY concert ahah. kamal trying to suffocate me,haaziq acting cute and khair showing his happy side AHAHA :P. anyways well,these few days have been really tiring for me.. While you guys are out collecting Ang Bao's, I have to follow my family and give John a tour around S'pore.Supposed to go to Jakarta for my mom's side cause its CNY but then I guess change of plans.. Can you believe that we passed by the red-light district?! I felt like vomiting but then luckily its those bangladeshi workers were asking for 'service' from china women. all not singaporean citizen so yeah atleast thats good. still.. ew. the face all so ugly. eeee.

omg why am I talking about this?Imeem is being a bitch (as usual) and changing the song that I put in my blog to 30 secs. LIKE WTH?! few days ago it was full song right?..then when I put it here,it gets changed to 30 secs. and I didnt even upload it :/. Im telling you,the government is spying on me.. cause it happened a number of times too. eh ok I think im just being lame and paranoid. :(. HAHA yes.I just remembered about something that has to do with making fun of Halim HAHA.so we were talking on the phone and it was like 2am.

me: eh..so bored...not sleepy ah?
halim: no ah..cant sleep. haha my cat is so cute, its in between my legs
me: .... wait. say that again. your cat is..?
halim: in between my legs.
me: OH. no wonder you're gay. HAHAHA
halim: eh?... oh. FUCK YOU AH! IM NOT GAY OK?!

HAHAHA yes its been a while since ive made fun of him but its all for the sake of fun really :). Theres a couple of times when Halim made fun of me also but eh.. I dont wanna put it here :P. But most of the time its me making fun of him ahahah. anyways my room is a total mess now thanks to
my bro cause his room is taken by my sis now.. and my room is sooo messy.. :( just look at this haha..

ahya.. have to clean it again. damn it :(. I think im a messy person haha.. well not all the time.anyways ive been listening to the new BFMV album and some songs really got me hooked :). I LOVE the riff from Forever and Always,so simple yet it sounds good :D and the lyrics are good too!! well the other songs also have Good lyrics,Awesome Riffs & guitar solos that make me wanna headbang 24/7 but I still prefer the old BFMV album ahha.Its a sad thing that Matt had to go to surgery for his throat.. :( now he cant sing that well like last album. well Valentines day is next thurs? ok noted :) ahya im starting to miss someone already cause of Forever and Always haha.. :x. wait thats a good thing! k lah I think this is getting a little too long haha, nite ppls and GONG XI FA CAI :)

if you saw the world through my eyes, then you wouldnt feel so high rise

how come it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.. :/ how come it feels like its october the 3rd last year all over again?phone is just infront of me.."dial dial dial dial dial" keep repeating in my head ahahaha.. nervous maaan ok.. here we go. dont explode,dont explode,PLEASE dont explode.here comes the inevitable.

edit: well that was stupid LOL. -_-. phone turned off. expected :/.well that was a big waste of time lol..total rip off. I got so worked up for eh.. nothing? ever heard of the saying, "once broken,twice shy"? I hope its not like that :/.sigh.. -_-" and tmr is CNY reunion dinner so cannot call. GREAT. just great.

crazy siblings

helooo ppls :).. sorry if I havent been updating lately but its because my sis and my bro in law are in s'pore right now so I have to I guess entertain them.. well i'll update about sat :) haha i almost forgot how crazy my sis is.. i'll explain later :P

Yeah thats terminal 3.. its frickin beautiful but then I forgot to take more pics -_-.. the 2nd pic isnt my sis and her husband though.. some random ppls that decided to walk infront of me.. well it took only 10 mins for my sis to be mad at me for the stupidest of all reasons LOL.so I was playing fifa08 on my bro's PSP in the taxi and she was like 'hey turn off your damn psp volume to mute. NOW!' so I turned it down to low and she was like 'NO I SAID MUTE!', 'but you can barely hear the damn thing! -_-..I CAN BARELY HEAR THE THING!!' ahaha I forgot how mean she is at times :P.so I guess it has been a crazy weekend for me cause of my sis :). she was saying how different I look from the last time we met ahaha.. and can you believe it,i told her that in 5 years time i'll be like the deal or no deal hunks. i'll be HOT. and she AGREED! HAHAHA.

me: hey sis,u know the deal or no deal hunks edition? yeah I told mom that i'll be like that in 5 years time.JUST WAIT!
sis: yeah I know you will..you already have a cute face. but better dont fucking turn gay ah!

ahaha see atleast someone is supporting me :D.you just wait! i'll be hot!! then if i have a girl by then she'll never leave me ;). muahaha. so anyways I told sis everything. well she gave me goood advice ahah and shes rooting for me to call her :/. you know, 'her'. oh wait you dont know :P.fine i will.. one of these days :). but nervous lah! -_-.. and I still stand by my words that IF she explodes at me, i'll fucking kill you ppls who ask me to call. serious. well didnt go to sch today so I had the luxury of having free time to take pointless pics ahaha..omg im being such a bad kid.. someone needs to stop me from being bad again :(.woke up at 845.. ahya.. OH YA thats because sis ask me to order macs. AT 430 AM.. omg. i was so pissed.. 'ki,go order mac for me.. NOW! faster lah wake up im hungry'.. 'WTH? what do you think im doing now?' -_-.. but I still love her ahaha. and my house is full of laughs during the weekends cause the whole family is here. me,bro and sis just fooling around at home :). oh and she wants me to go to houston after my O's for like 3 months? but it depends cause... im gonna miss some ppls..you know ppls like 'her'.. :(.ahah. see how..not confirmed yet.anyways I just HAVE to share this with you ppls ahaha its from the bulletin I forwarded from Norrizam.

- Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
- When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
- Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
- Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

HAHAHAHA every single one of them is so true GO READ IT ALL!.. anyways if u wanna read the whole thing its here, just copy and paste it :) http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?bid=34122217&uid=42300373

ill try to update more okay.. anyways yeah travis,carmen,sis and whoever else whos asking me to call, I will :). one of these days okay? butbut.. scared!Its not easy in my situation right now okay? I think im really shy at times..especially towards someone you really love.... ahya..its the thought that counts nvm,hope to god that she doesnt explode at me & wish me luck :D. and the bet is still on right carmen? ahha.. nite ppls :)