Its too late to look back

hellooooo ppls! :D. sorry if I havent been updating these days but Im just in totally no mood starting from thursday cause well..of my Common Test results ah.. I got A1 for maths!! infact i got two A1's for maths.. i got a fantastic 11!!! -.- ok fine I failed Phy,F&N and maths.. Its kinda like abit heartbreaking when you get ur results at early thursday morning and see that you failed. Worst part of it is that, the previous night, I was quite happy about....... some 'things'! then the next morning.. 11/50 for maths. -.- My enthusiasm for maths kinda died abit when I saw my results..sigh. I tell you I need someone to study with me..and not just anyone ah! I like to study with someone who means alot to me.. that way I want to die-die make them proud.. you know? bah, yeah you can say I am quite frustrated about my results so I have to work harder. so in return for not updating lately,i'll make this a long entry! :D

'haha you got 11! you know ah,your 11 if you turn upside down is also 11! so in a way,you still fail one way or another! :)' - Johnson (what a great motivator he is... oh wait!)

well ok back to the happy Herrizal you all know :D. anyways last sunday I saw someone in the block driving a bloody maserati... IN SINGAPORE! and that prompted me with this question that Ive been asking all the guys in school this question: You have 1 chance to get any car in the world, Lamborghini, Maserati, Porsché, Audi, anything! you name it BUT you can also choose to be happy till you die with any girl, from your maid,to your childhood love to your fav celebrity, ANYONE (OMG JESSICA ALBA **drools**) Would you prefer the curves of a car or the curves of a woman? haha hard question for you guys right? Johnson,Kamal,Haaziq,Firdaus,Bonfurt,Khair,Jonathan all agreed that they want the girl instead of the car but most probably not a celebrity cause then it'll be very high maintenance. cosmetic,shopping this and that shit. you know?! girl stuff! plus celebrity lah! get my point?Isaac wants the car cause well,hes just lame like that :PPP.

But Kamal and me got new ideas for both choices haha. Lets see if you take the car,girls will still come to you because you got a nice car but the girl would be a gold digger ah. cause then she'll only go for you because of the money,and that is just low to get married to a girl who doesnt even love you but just go for you cause you're rich.girls like that are just lower than low. but well if you're up for it then up to you. But then if you take the girl,lets say a celebrity,even if you're poor. the girl[in this case would be jessica alba muahaha ;)] would love you so much to give you money and maybe even buy for you a car.. but then what kind of a guy feeds on his woman's income?! I mean if the girl wants to its alright but not too much. well,for me I'd take the girl. Cars cant last forever. I'd probably take Jessica Alba or something.. HAHA. actually for me i'll take a girl who I really love alot :D, I prefer being happy with someone than to have 15 mins of fame with a celebrity while I spend the rest of my life having a hole in my pocket :P. OR well you could choose kamal's idea,
Get car + sell car for BIIIIG money + use money to find a suitable girl for you + ???? = Profit.

well last thing of the night,im sure you guys heard of mas selamat's case? talk about breach in security. haha probably the guards were sleeping or something. well hes a dangerous guy and now that hes out,who knows what he can do..after all hes the JI leader. somemore the detention camp is around Bkt Timah, and Bkt Timah is near Bkt Panjang.. scaary. worse still the guy lives in Teck Whye. well wherever he is,I hope he gets caught soon. He escaped around 4 plus and around 8 then they informed the public. now if you asked me, 4 hours is more than enough to call your fellow friends and bring you out of singapore.. reminds me of prison break haha. you know how pathetic it would REALLY be when singapore lets the whole nation on high alert with gurkhas,police,army etc to find the guy, then skali the guy is already dead just 100m away from the detention camp cause he fell on his head and fainted. HAHA. that would really be funny ahahaha

I need to do something soon!! im rotting at home on a saturday and thats not good.. Im still a little disappointed because of my results and I just need someone to cheer me up ah.. bah get over it herrizal. sorry if theres lack of pics in my posts these days but well..no mood to take pics lah haha.. im gonna go sing to the sky now to kill time! well nite guys & sweet dreams! :))

Mrrroawrr CATFIGHT!

anyways Ive been trying to find out why my shoutbox is acting up weird..must be the database or something. anyways I did my research last night till 3am :|. 8 pages! nope its not copy and paste! Quality than Quantity! :P hmm today has been like.. possibly the weirdest day of this month. I was surprised that I got 15/25 for english even though I came like 10 mins late and I didnt do like 4 questions + the 6 meanings?. Only me,johnson,maria and Jerrold passed so its pretty sad abit lah.. & Maria got highest so congrats to her :)

for the ones that didnt pass,come on ppls you can do it! :) dont give up just yet! its only common test so dont worry so much! Bio paper was alright,doable.. anyways the highlight of the day was the catfight in the canteen. Its all Jovin's fault mind you! Because of her Jas got into trouble..and Jas even said sorry. for those of you who didnt get to catch it,basically it really was a cat fight. like literally! im not talking about yelling and shouting each other names and stuff but this was like pushing,shoving,slapping of face,pulling of hair etc. waaahh wth! I dont blame Jas for retaliating cause I would do the same if some bastard just comes up to me and slaps me even though I say sorry. ahya,kids these days.. and the other girl who slapped Jas,was Jovin's friend and the girl was only sec 3! HAHA yes yes! I MUST tell you guys this..so I was talking to Jas and me and kamal had to go so we were a in a rush.. then it turns out I accidentally bumped into this sec 1 malay girl who's like with a group of girls also ah..all sec 1 and shorter than I am then this happened LOL.

**accidentally bumps into the little girl on my back,not facing her btw**
girl: OI!
me: What?! (I WAS about to say sorry okay :P)
**turns back to face her**
little girl: WATCH where you..
**looks above and looks at my face with a terrified look**
litte girl: uhh. **walks away with friends**
*pause*
me: eh kamal what the hell just happened?
kamal: HAHAHAHA

HAHAHHA im still laughing from that incident just now.. Kamal was beside me and he was laughing too! like you could see the girl's expression from angry to terrified in a split second HAHAHA. see im laughing again ahaha im so mean :x. and to think I was the one who bumped into her :/.. I dunno how come people scared of me one?! im a good person okay! serious! like people will say sorry to me like a billion times when they think they pissed me off..but the fact is,they didnt piss me off! like for example, bonfurt accidentally kicked the marker to my shoe and he said sorry like atleast 10 times to me then it just got irritating after that lol :/. but most of the time, Im a happy person! :DDDD. see I told you today is the WEIRDEST day of the month. anyone agree with me? haha

eh okay I think im gonna go back to revising for F&N. tmr is the last paper then atleast its over!
I think right,my entires have been quite boring without pics.. nvm,next one I'll get atleast 1 pic! nite ppls! :D

Push it to the limit

wow oh god its 1020 now and I still have TONS of work to do -_-. WTH?! my body is aching like mad,my head is getting dizzy,i still have 3 COMPOSITIONS to do and to top it off,i still got like 8 more pages of research. Wait I just remembered something! guess what? Bio paper tmr morning. I think my head can explode.. ARGH. irritating. I need to relax and put my head up high. you know its quite funny how like im doing my coursework and typing stuff out,i'll suddenly,out of the blue, sing 'you taught my heart,a sense I never knew I had,I cant forget..' and plug my guitar immediately to play it ahah. then right when its like 30 mins into playing,this came across my mind: OH MY GOD COURSEWORK DUE IN 12 HOURS TIME. wth am i doing playing the guitar. LOL ahh ok back to work,i'll update some other time :).

Pain Redefined

owww... Im like 75% dead right now cause im in pain. and im talking about real injuries! My stomach still hurts so bad cause I got punched right at the stomach just now during the match. It was unintentional but still it hurrrrtts. I didnt play forward cause I didnt really feel like playing forward so i played center back. Pretty disappointed at myself also cause Im used to playing striker all the time then suddenly change to defender,I suck so bad when it comes to defending. But eh not really caring about the injury that much..just so disappointed at myself. you wanna know why? cause I scored an own goal omfg. :(((.

thats the reason why..anyways we saw like these group of girls from some sec school asking for donation and mizi told me something funny but also quite mean LOL. 'If the girl is chio,I donate. If the girl is not,I dont donate. Thats the policy!' I wouldnt do that..serious. im not THAT mean okay :P..oh and I met this one new guy who's apparently mizi's friend from JC trial thingy,his name is Joseph and hes ex swiss cottage sec If im not wrong. ahaha and he kept suggesting that we should go there and be like 'hey,if I give you $1,can u give me ur number?' well I know SOME people who have the guts to do that. ok lah nothing interesting to talk about except that im quite,ok very disappointed at myself and I just need some things to cheer me up plus my stomach is still painful lah.. so I think im gonna get myself some rest tonight. I think throughout the match,the guys who got the worst injuries are me,Mizi,Fairul and Joseph.all the defenders got the worst! hah its time like this,having someone to take care of you isnt such a bad thing.. like so sweet lah if you know what I mean :). well it shouldnt be hard to make me smile again haha.. but still its the thought that counts. ok ok im gonna go sleeeeeeeep now before I drop dead on my keyboard and besides this is a boring entry so I shall end your misery.. not in the mood to make a happy entry lah haha.. nite ppls :).

I'm ready to fade now

its friday yay! no more common test!!!......... till monday. aww. best part of it is that I still have my f&n research still not done yet and its due on sunday,I have a soccer match tmr and still have to revise for common test. still got 10 pages of research to do. ugh. I think I can die real soon. its a sad thing that my weekend is now fully occupied. I cant even go out :(. ok I can but still it'll be too tight schedule for me to..ugh. how irritating. does anyone who read this blog feel the same way as I do? im talking about the ppls who are doing O lvls. you guys feel like its eating away our free time? its like not enough time to have fun.. maybe im just being naive. hmm.

well anyways physics paper is alright just now,not too easy,not too hard. manageable ah.. today is actually quite an alright day? aside from me being pissed at raizal and his cronies in class ahahahah,its an alright day actually.. lets just say im really observant and not alot of people knows how observant I really am ahaha. so lets say if you see me stoning in class,even though I look as if my mind is in my bedroom,I know whats happening around me. so yeah raizal you ppls should seriously stop looking at me when you think im not aware,cause i AM. HAHA. :P

so anyways do you guys know khair(5a) is damn good in art? its like its amazing what he can draw! I was really impressed by his drawing of simple objects like a lightbulb with the light of course. Its like art students can make simple objects look.. NICE! and hes really creative in his other work aswell. well its true that art is a gift.. so I think its fair to say that Art students are special in a way so they're one of a kind. so far art students I know are all very creative. thats good,thats good.. HAHA. so me,jas,kamal,khair,jonathan,isaac,haaziq and bonfurt were talking during recess in their class about what we wanted to be when we were small(I wanted to be a sniper! to kill people LOL) and what we'd do if we were god..

jas: if I was god, I would make all men have menstruation and suffer everyday for 12 months because they make women suffer 9 months for pregnancy.
kamal: well thats too bad,you're not god. so you still have to suffer 9 months in the future while we remain happy hah! :D.
jas: idiot!

ahah yeah aww.. TOO BAD! ahahahaha ok im starting to be mean now.. ugh im still quite frustrated cause my weekend is always occupied thanks to sec 5.. sigh I think I have to persevere lah and just remember razak's great words of wisdom: 'just sacrifice having no life for 1 year then smooth sailing after O's and if possible have no gf too' butbut..1 year seems.. tough. nvmnvm when i go to Ngee Ann then we'll have 'fun' :D. but I succumb to temptation quite easily you know..:( thats one thing bad about me.. have to work on it. okay lah I have to sleep now cause I have my match tmr at 930.playing at jurong east! I aim to score atleast 1 goal and not get dark! wish me luck ppls! GOOD luck not bad luck -.-

just a quick one

Alright ppls,3am later: AC Milan vs Arsenal. Emirates Stadium. I have faith in Milan! FORZA MILAN!
Gonna sleep early so that I can wake up on time later to watch the match. anyways these few days have been quite stressed cause got common test.. tmr is hist and maths so have to revise. Not really being attentive in class lately cause im somewhat lethargic so I need someone to slap me in the face so I can wake up :D.but not too hard lah ahya -.-.. so anyways I got nothing much to say except that im perfecting 'my heroine' on my guitar day by day and Im still trying to learn Collide from howie day so I have to get the chords right.. tricky but still possible its just gonna take time.. anyways i'd like to say congrats to Mizi and Razak for getting the JC that they wanted to! Mizi went to pioneer JC at teck whye and Razak went to Jurong JC!! Grats guys :). alright I think im gonna go revise a little bit more and gonna sleep.. remember ppls, SUPPORT MILAN! ahah nite ppls :D

edit 6:12pm: ok so apparently I couldnt sleep so now im up for.. guess how long? 36 HOURS! Ive been swaying my head right and left in sch so i think i better sleep now. so there you go,thats why I was silent in sch just now, my head was killing me. i'll update later!

Furry Animals

HELLO!! :D. omg im so high right now cause I was watching Animal Planet aaaaaand.. I saw POLAR BEARS!! :D. hahaha did I ever tell you guys how much i LOVE polar bears? and when I saw the polar bears,it reminded me of something. KNUT the Polar Bear Cub! ahha how adorable is he?! He got rejected by his mom and she wouldnt take care of him so the zookeeper had to look after him. so sad :(. anyways I saw this one show on Discovery Channel at around midnight and its called 'Brat Academy' omg its like those children who like to be defiant towards their parents are to sent to the school. can you believe it? one of the kids just had to wash just ONE plate and he wouldnt do it so he threw the plate at his friend's head and it led to a fight! -.- then they were forced to run like 15 km and they had damn huge blisters on both feet.. the kid so deserves it :/. and some even tried to run away from the school! ahya,spoiled children..

anyways just now was Common Test english and I woke up late omg.. and its a monday so no excuse for coming late since sch start late..Paper started at 850 and i woke up at 8:20..crap.
rushed to school and miraculously I wasnt considered late hah! anyways the paper was quite alright considering I already know how lions hunt their prey THANKS TO ANIMAL PLANET! I LOVE YOU TV! ahaha ok I shall stop now,I sound as if im promoting Animal Planet & Discovery Channel hahaha. who said TV is bad? at times I just feel like watching HBO,Star Movies etc all day long but then it gets boring lah cause nobody to watch it with me :(. ahya if only I had like someone to watch tv with! haha I know it sounds weird but most of the time im all alone when im at home so it gets boring :P. Ugh I just remembered a convo when me,kamal and jonathan were walking home from sch.. -_-

me: whoa jonathan you're f'ing tall ah! how tall are you? 190?
jon: where got? not that tall lah,just 1-8 plus
kamal: its not that he's f'ing tall, its just that you're f'ing short.
me: -.- NOBODY ASKED YOU!!

ahaha.. well I think ill go back to homework lah cause I still have my maths homework not done yet..MAAAAAATHS!! nite ppls :).

OMG SUPER CUTE!! :DDDDD