hello ppls! :D. well these few days have been really cooling and the weather is really good if you wanna laze around the whole day in bed haha. well the first pic is the view from my house when it was raining just now.. I cant even see the sky lol.. the other one is around 4-5am? anyways nothing much happened these few days except me going out with jack and catching up with each other etc. most of the time im just too lazy to go out cause this weather is fantastic :D. lie down on the sofa,turn on HBO/Cinemax/Starmovies,get some snacks and then watch movies the whole day haha. the only thing missing is that it gets boring after awhile cause nobody to talk to but then by that time,i'll probably be sleeping :P. but abit lonely lah at times. DUH herrizal ahahah.
anyways im not sure if tmr ill be playing street soccer or not cause of the weather, actually it doesnt matter to me if it rains or not cause I dont mind being wet as hell haha.. its just the guys lah. some 'scared of the rain' while the others will just be total lazy asses :P.do you know how fun it is to play soccer when its raining cats and dogs?! :DDD!!! theres a tactic when you play soccer during those times. wanna know whats the tactic? kick the puddle of water to the keeper's eyes THEN kick the ball :P. speaking of cats, I have to show to you guys this 1 CUTE cat who I guess is the residential cat or something,me and my bro have a nickname for it ahah.. we call it 'tiger' cause in a way he does look like a tiger. but hes soooo cute.
you know I have a way with anything thats cute. its like anything cute can really melt me and me go like 'I WANNA HUG YOU NOWWWWW!!!' lol. like polar bear cubs.. and it doesnt have to be animals only thats cute btw.. some people can be cute too. infact really cute hehehe.. :D SEE LAH! im extremely happy for no reason right now hahaha. wait thats a good thing! :P.. ahhhhhhhhh :DDD
Inter Milan lost to LiverFOOL 1-0 but it doesnt matter to me cause I also dont support both. I was just hoping that liverFOOL lost :(. ahya nvm.. anyways I think Im gonna end this cause im bored and I think you can tell by how bored I am right now from my boring entry haha.. Im gonna go find something better to do. haha cute ppls. :DDDDD see lah i reminded myself again.. :P Nite ppls! :D
yay!! i found an old song its a LOVELY song! :D. wow you guys really have to watch the video cause its really sad yet touching. I used to sing this song everytime cause its a nice song haha. I had to watch the video twice to understand what it really meant haha and the ending totally changed what I was thinking initially lol. from 'uhh typical..' to 'EH?!... oh!',you'll get what i mean when you watch it :P. it makes me think like you know...what would happen if that were to happen to me when I had the car accident on january. ok now im just being lame haha, i'll update more later, now I gotta do down and get my bubble tea before it closes! :D. i promise i'll update! enjoy the song :)
edit: ok anyways got my bubble tea yay! and some worker at the bubbletea store talked to me in chinese at first then all I said was ya or ok until the end when she asked me something and i was like 'uhh,haha auntie Im not chinese lah'.. everytime when its cold and when I wear my hoodie,somehow someway ppl think im chinese haha.. nvm used to it! cheywahh hahaha! well today I woke up at around 11 and therefore I couldnt go for mock test. great, I spent a whole weekend studying but in the end,late. ugh. time well spent.
I read this article on the newpaper the other day,its about football and women. haha interesting article! this woman is a football fan like her fiance and she observed how he reacts when his fav team loses or wins.like when spurs was 3-0 at half time against man utd,the guy was so happy so they turned the tv off and when to a party but then when they came back, man utd came back to win 5-3.. ahaha then when the next day they went to school(same university),he wore the spurs jersey and got laughed at mercilessly.. hmm sounds abit familiar right? :P. then when the girl asked him why if he wanted to change clothes, he said 'the real fans are not the ones who wear their team's jerseys after they win. they're the ones who still wear the jerseys after they lose' so true! then there she realised a man's true devotion to a football tea.. and it took her 8 years of being together with him to actually support spurs cause she looked down on them at first haha! she said that since the fiance supported spurs even when they lost or won,she was really impressed by the guy haha! see I told you guys at school before,girls are from another planet. serious. :P but if that happened to me and my fav club chelsea and/or AC Milan,i'll love that girl forever man ahahah. but wait,I think right she like... NVM! don wanna tell you :P. wait i think its chelsea or arsenal? or both? bah I cant remember what people said to me last time.. I think its chelsea ah. :DDD
then when the girl's fav team liverpool was beaten by bayer Leverkusen despite their 2-0 lead(it ended in 4-2),she never supported liverpool again. so moral of the story: never spectacularly disappoint a woman - she'll never look at you the same way again & football is where you can see the purest devotion in a man. hahaha good article! and some other article is about why women like C.Ronaldo. not just for his looks but he attracts women to watch football. ugh I dont wanna say more because I hate Cris Ron and the whole of Man Utd except for rooney and giggs. :D
anyways I REFUSE to take any pics of me for atleast a week cause I cut my hair :x. just wait! wait 2 weeks and i'll be like David Villa! whoo!
ok fine I wont exactly look like david villa but still,like him :P. anyone wanna go watch 10000 B.C with me?seems like a cool movie :(. you know its like normally people would go out with a girl to watch movie but then for me ah.. sigh. I mean when you go out with a guy only and watch a movie together, damn something must be wrong with you or you must be.. gay :P. maybe with alot of people can ah,but if 2 guys.... i think im just being naive haha.. nvm Who want to go to the Contender Asia Finals with me around April? that one go without girl also can cause even if you're attached,the girl wouldnt wanna go cause I dont think girls would like to see guys kicking,kneeing,elbowing and shed blood right? :P ok im gonna go play game now cause there is nothing else I can do right now cause my wireless is being a total bitch so thats why im going on and offline on msn..im gonna turn into the incredible hulk soon.. HAHA and shasha just said to me, 'why not be the incredible HUNK :P' on msn.. ok SET! :D well anyways nite guys! sweet dreams! :D
hungryyyy :(. damn it clock can you turn to 4am already so I can order sausage mcmuffin for 2 bucks.. :( ahah hello guys!! :D. i was just upset and have totally no mood last night but im feeling a little better now, a little only not so much cause I kept remembering something that happened during phy lesson ahahah johnson: cher,if radiation go in your body ah,then how to take it out? mr prakash: there's no way to take it out johnson: ...then how to know its already inside your body? mr prakash: oh the damage is very slow,you wont see it immediately, but soon as time goes by and you have children, your child will become teenage mutant ninja turtle johnson: wth?
HAHA..hes trying to say that the child would be deformed ahah. im telling you mr prakash is a great teacher cause hes full of cartoony actions and when he explains something,he really simplifies it.. too bad 5A you guys didnt get prakash as your phy teacher! :P studied the whole day cause MT mock test is on monday morning.. ugh. bloody irritating sia. one test after another.. and mr hisham said that if anyone failed this test,he has no choice but to put whoever who failed to MLB. omg no! :(. I need a timeout from tests..just take a moment to go out and enjoy or play soccer or something. nvm next week im free from sch so im always free :D! thurs got street soccer with the guys so I cant wait for that.. cant wait to do some awesome teamwork with kamal and fairuz :DD
so im really hoping that whatever happened last night isnt true or has nothing to do with me cause I just feel uneasy with these thoughts in my mind. actually im feeling quite heavy hearted as we speak so I just hope that it'll all be a misunderstanding and its just me being paranoid as hell. I mean its better to be paisei :P. I was kinda upset about it yst but atleast now im a lil better.but still,theres a big question mark in my head :/. im just confused... someone come and clear my doubts for me!! :/.maybe its just too much sugar or coffee.. how about lack of sleep? OR MAYBE ITS PMS! AHA :D! lol how can anyone still have a sense of humour even at this times.. -_-. but I still do feel heavy hearted :X.. well okay im gonna go have my dinner now and im probably gonna listen to songs all night long! oh ya and i keep forgetting to change the song in my blog..gonna do it soon :) nite guys!
this heart it beats,beats for only you,my heart is yours, Please don't go now, Please don't fade away my heart is yours paramore is awesome :)..
ok now that im mellowed out, I shall pretty much tell you about my whole day. well today hasnt been exactly good, infact its kinda like a living nightmare? I was pissed 95% of the time and remember miss liew said some shit about me just now in class? well after lesson,I pretty much got pissed and I think yi ling and the girls are kinda shocked at how I reacted cause I think they never saw me pissed before.. well I think I shouldnt talk about that because I dont wanna remember that moment.
anyways something happened tonight that was really uncalled for.. ok maybe im being paranoid but still.. it may be me. or it may not be me. Its like how to say ah,its just weird you know. its like happy,then sad,then happy,then crazy,then sad,then angry,then really happy,etc etc. wth? moodswing? Its like people can really change their characters with a blink of an eye. I think :/. what if im being all paranoid for nothing? well if it is, how am I supposed to know its not referring to me? if that is true I may be one of the most stupidest idiots to ever surface for TONIGHT only :(. shit im confused. -_- im gonna go entertain my guitar now.. atleast it doesnt have moodswings. :/
Helooo!anyways I got good news for Chelsea fans out there... Chelsea won 3-0 against olympiakos!! Michael Ballack scored :D. so did lampard and kalou.. woo! a match worth watching from the start till the end..so because Chelsea won and im in a happy mood,this is gonna be a looong entry :D ahaha I have NO idea how I managed to survive school today. Partly because of the champions league matches making me unable to sleep,kamal and others teasing me about Milan's lost (i hate you) and other stuff.. but class is alright just as long as Johnson,Jerrold,Lin Xiang,Alastair and Hung Tiong are present :D. good friends they are! ..but I keep getting teased about Milan's lost by alot lah! bernice,johnson,kamal,arif etc.. HAHA and kamal's way of making others feel bad is very creative.. like this.. even though he knows Milan lost,this happened. the words in caps are just him making it sound louder
kamal: eh I heard AC Milan lose ah?!!! me: ya la, ya la.. lose kamal: eh.. TO WHO AH?! I think it was ARSENAL?? me: shut up lah haha kamal: eh how much ah the score?!! I think it was.. TWO - ZERO right? wah so sad ah.. play at Milan's HOMEGROUND somemore. what you think they have to say for that lost ah? me: -.- kamal: wah lose to ARSENAL YOU KNOW!! Arsenal also cannot win! You know man utd won FOUR - NIL against ARSENAL sia.. like THAT also Milan cannot win?! NO WONDER they lose.. me: go away!
ahahah..haiya NVM! when man utd or whatever club you ppls support lose i'll be like that..just wait! :D. im gonna ask you ppls, is my hair long?! no right? my mom said that its long and soon its gonna be like a bush.. and she said that when my hair is stiff,I look like a sick boy.. wth. lol. my hair not long what! hur.. moms and their nagging..anyways today is quite an interesting day in and outside class ahah. Me and Johnson were talking about abalones.. real abalones! not Me and Johnson's theory of 'if you can get abalone,why you take salted fish?' okay.. it has something to do with girls :P.. and the ppls who DO know what that means...SHH!! better keep quiet or else some girls are gonna start chasing me and johnson with pitchforks.. :P.trust me,its nothing.. REALLY!! serious serious. ok anyways he was saying how he got alot of abalone at home and he even eat maggi mee with abalone just for fun AHAHA. so in a way the dish is now considered expensive cause he put abalone in it.. can you imagine a plate of maggi mee... for atleast 50 bucks? LOL. rich boy :). Johnson,if you're reading this, its a Compliment okay! :). embrace it! :P
anyways I got closer with bonfurt,haaziq,isaac,kamal,jonathan and wen jie during recess! talked about what courses we wanna take in NP and how funny our ex classmates were during sec 1. ooh the good memories of sec 1e at old west view campus at teck whye there.. The chaotic class,people turning on aircon during lesson,the fights we used to have EVERYDAY(and one particular fight that made me lose my teeth knn),us bullying faris by throwing his shoe into the woods and making him cry.. AHAHA. ohh **wipes tears** good times..good times. and Fairuz visited us just now after school!! yay!! :D.. good to see him again after so long haha. Im very worried about my O lvls ah.. cause if I dont do well,I cant get my desired course which is business and finance.. cut off point is 13. atleast if i do the course,once im out of poly and i graduate from uni,I can work with my bro in law John!! :D. so erm.. $$$$$$$. lots of it. :P. anyways louis and alot of my other friends who took NP got SP.. which made me worried.. cause I HAVE to go to NP.. not just for the course..but for eh...... another reason.kinda like.. hoping to meet someone there so I HAVE to go to NP.. 2nd choice would be SP ah no choice.. so yeah its making me worried as hell.
so I went to my aunts house at gombak the other day cause Its been awhile since ive visited her and stuff.. you know if my aunt is yours, everytime you go to her house and the moment she sees you with an oily face,she will ask you to go wash your face immediately cause she wants you to look the best all the time... weird ah? look at my nose.. squeaky clean :D hahaha.. but I still love her alot so its alright :D. and I just realised that I got a trademark smile which is the one ontop HAHA.. man I need a new smile soon :P. anyways I was going through my inbox cause i wanted to delete the 892 messages that are still in my phone.. so ANYWAYS.. as usual,me being curious led me to being in pain in the end. I stumbled upon a message that made me a lil heartbroken inside.even though its quite awhile since Ive got that message,reading it once again kinda made me feel somewhat...sad.ever get the feeling like as if something inside you just died?. :/ so on the way home,I didnt take the train but instead I took the bus for uh,reasons. I just had to see something.
"Look,I dont need your apology because its not going to change anything. I dont appreciate you trying ok so just forget it" ouch. its kinda ruins the mood I had that day cause these kind of things are like canned drinks..(lol). once opened,very hard to close. and the more you look,the more it hurts you. but somehow someway you just get drawn to it...even though it hurts you to remember. yeah I know you guys have probably no idea what im talking about right now lol and the only 2 people really understand what the picture means.One of em is me,the other is um,you wont know.. and the weather was really cooling cause it just finished raining so yeah,perfect ambiance. but well I think I have to stop trying to remember those past moments where you know it was kinda sad,frustrating and stuff.. I think that by remembering the hurtful past,in a way you're actually stopping yourself from thinking positive cause the only thing you'll ever think of is, 'damn what the hell happened that time?fuckin' hurts.'. and by not thinking positive,you're restricting yourself from getting the good things you want in life because with no motivation,there is no effort and where there's no effort,you wont get the things you want.. because you dont care anymore. correct? I dont want it to be to the extend that I dont care anymore so i'll think positive before it gets out of hand!! :D although its hard to not think back,all I gotta do is think for the future. no matter how hurtful the past is,its already the past..ahah like for example an entry post I made on december 17th on my blog(go check my blog archive) is related to what im saying now.. and its making me somewhat laugh but also feel funny inside..like you know..i feel wrong for some unknown reason..see lah emo now.. HAHAHA..actually im not exactly emo right now.. i feel..weird..its like im sad cause that happened but in the other hand im also happy it ALREADY happened..so im happy and sad at the same time..lol wth.I think too much sometimes..waay too much.. I gotta really stop being like this so i'll think positive :). positivenessissm! :D ok well I think thats long enough and those people who are bugging me to make a long as hell entry, happy now?! :D well good night ppls! Tidal waves they rip right through me Tears from eyes worn cold and sad Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
AC Milan lost to Arsenal 2-0 playing at Milan's homeground, the San Siro. Courtesy of 2 late goals from Cesc Fabregas and Emmanuel Adebayor. Though im disappointed at how Milan played just now,I dont wanna be a sore loser so Congrats to Arsenal for winning! :). Milan needs some major improvements in my opinion..too much old people in there. they're losing out due to stamina to a team that is like considered very young. Im pretty sure the Italian fans out there will be pissed at Carlo Ancelotti,the manager for not putting youth talents into the team. It was just a matter of time before AC Milan gets cracked open due to their players being mostly in their 30's except for kaká,pato and a few more. It was a really sad moment for the players and even kaká burst into tears when the whistle was blown.. :(
Sevilla also lost to Fenerbache in penalties. 5-5 draw, then penalties 4-2. so my last hope is Chelsea :D. I really wanted to see Chelsea vs Milan cause you know, sheva was a legend in milan and it would be awesome to see him play AGAINST milan at home.. but well thats football, the ball is round, anything can happen.great,now kamal,johnson,bernice and lin xiang are gonna make fun of me and Milan for the whole day -_-.. well I gotta go shower now or not im gonna be late haha.. once again Congrats Arsenal!!
this is so random but I think i'll just make an entry just to well..relief stress? anyways miss watie said my research is like crap. wtf? oh so I spent doing the damn thing till 3 am for nothing.. ugh. not to mention I didnt study for phy paper just to get that shit done and I had the desire to come to remedial just to get my coursework done.. and all I got was a, 'if you dont want to do it here,you can just leave' well thats what I did. FUCK OFF. its like people think im not putting effort in my coursework. I mean even if I didnt do the thing quite well can atleast say to me in a nice manner..this one say as if I wouldnt give a flying fuck about my O lvls. ok I think I should stop cause thinking would only make me angrier.. somemore have to see her tmr and weds for 2 periods. thats 4 hours.. -_-.
you know I feel like im not doing my best.. and worst part is that I get the feeling that some people/teachers think like I got no hope.. wth. its like they're looking down on me and im trying my best to find someone who can teach me stuff like maths but its just hard. I cant blame them ah, its true my results arent that good for this term but that doesnt mean have to give up on me what? ugh. IRRITATING OK. and I keep telling myself that I can do way better but that is just not happening. you know why? cause theres nobody to frickin help teach me and most of the time im just having my mind drift way thinking about 'stuff' during lesson. well one way or another,I have to find a way to work hard cause this is just not working out. honestly,ask yourself, how can you study without someone guiding you? my grades didnt seem to be a problem from pri sch till sec 3 I think, all my grades have been quite good cause I actually studied.. with people!! its times like this I just feel like I wanna go to 5A lol..i got WAYYY more close friends there like kamal,isaac,haaziq etc. but well history paper made me happy cause I got 16/25 yay hahahaha :D. mr siva was a little weird when he said that he wanted more people to fail cause its better to fail now, than to fail later. hur,but then quite a number of people got good scores so he was a little ticked off HAHA. I better stop now before I turn emo ahaha :P. actually this entry is already emo HAHAHAHAHHA. well atleast im happy now cause I just remembered THERE'S ICECREAM IN THE FRIDGE!!!! :O well im going to make sure I eat ice cream until I get fat tonight then off to bed! sweet dreams guys :).
