its not fair.

hello ppls! :D so I had my orals today and im pretty satisfied on how I did. It was damn funny even before I started talking. my examiners were both female so atleast its not damn scary. I think I did well for my reading and my picture description. The conversation was the funniest. they asked about acting and some other stuff. overall I think the orals are not hard or easy.

anyways Ive been having a hard time sleeping these days because of my rash. its so irritating because it appears at random times. I woke up at around 245am a few days ago because of my rash. I couldnt sleep for awhile so I decided to play my guitar until I got sleepy again. the good part of it is that I get to learn a couple of songs from the Jonas Brothers like play my music, I wanna be like you and we got the party. well the last song was from Miley Cyrus actually so yeah haha.

you know what? Life is so cruel at times. My sis called me on my handphone at about 1pm just now and she was like 'hey im at the linkinpark concert right now. we're waiting for them to come out. im telling you, the crowd here is nuts!'. so we talked for awhile and then suddenly I heard this: '...HOUSTON ARE YOU READY FOR LINKINPARK?!' followed by people screaming like crazy. oh my god im telling you, my heart was like shattered into a thousand pieces. my sis and her husband are watching LP live while im at the other side of the world. nice right? > :(

so I missed BFMV's concert at houston a few weeks ago, missed PARAMORE's concert also at houston 2 weeks ago and I just missed LINKINPARK's concert about 11 hours ago at the frickin same place! -.- LP is the only band that I like more than bullet and to see them live is like a dream come true for me. my brother in law, John already went to like 5 of their concerts cause hes also a big LP fan. My sis didnt like LP at all but after the concert, shes like totally into them. My sis she said that they sang alot of the classic songs from Hybrid Theory, Meteora and some from the new album. oh and my sis told me that Mike Shinoda and Chester Bennington are really handsome in real life. I cant wait to see the pictures that she took. hopefully its very clear. but WHAT THE HELL LAH! bloody irritating.. URGH. I missed 3 of my favourite bands' concerts within a period of 1 month. ITS NOT FAIR! > :( seriously, im damn sad and heart broken right now. maybe next time I can see them... or not. -sigh

blah, I should stop now. oh well im gonna go to sleep
gnite ppls.