i hate having flu's.

hello ppls! :D i've been having this flu ever since i went out with my brother, ashri and fauzie to go play left4dead so im kinda grumpy tonight. My sis sent me a couple of photos of the florida trip so i decided to put one up here. it was very windy and cold when we took that picture so it was actually quite hard to open my eyes. anyways i was playing the sims at 5am just now and soon i got a message from MOE saying that i'm posted to Supply Chain Management in RP. i was literally like 'pfft, am i supposed to be happy or something?' at first but i told myself that i should be thankful that atleast im not in ITE. Yvonne called me damn early in the morning and asked how much i get. i'm kinda surprised that alot of people got their 7th or 8th choice :/. gena, bon and wen jie got NP so congrats to them :D. its alright because i'm not planning to stay more than 1 year in there too so.. i dunno. we'll see.

on wednesday, i went out with my bro, ashri and fauzie to play left4dead for about 4 hours and it was the funniest lan session by far. Funny things happen like how Ashri died 1 metre away from ending the game and how we'd all be screaming like little girls when this particular zombie would drag us away from each other. we'd be like 'OI OI! help me LAHH. Hellllllllllllp!' ahha i still remember fauzie getting pummelled when he was trying to save my brother's character. in the end, both of them died LOL. I also can't forget how all our reactions were when ashri decided to shoot a car in the middle of the street so the alarm went off. we were literally like 'oh shit' because he alerted the whole town thats infested with zombies. oh yeah and we also played as zombies once! me and ashri vs my bro and fauzie. i loooove being a zombie :D. that game is addictive i tell you! ziq, check out the left4dead videos on youtube so you know how the game is like. it'll scare the crap out of you if you play it alone at night!

well um ive delayed this entry for quite sometime now because i got hungry while typing this entry out. that easily wasted like 45 mins of my time :/. random stuff: if you go to my facebook profile, i did this one quiz thingy that mizi sent me. basically i have to answer the questions by using only song titles on shuffle. i've always wanted to do one of those so i decided to give it a try. it turns out that my answers were funny as hell so go to my facebook profile and check it out. its listed as 'papa roach - getting away with murder'. okay last thing for the night, ziq's cup of tea is a girl that's close to taylor swift. that means his tea is pretty sweet :P. blah im talking crap, just look at the picture below!

my sis told me once, communication is the most important part if you want to 'connect' with that someone. as long as you're communicating, its already good ziq :) well anyways i like girls who can either sing or know how to play any musical instrument. for me, girls who can sing well or can play a musical instrument are hot :D. its one of the bonus qualities that i look for in a girl. its like a bonus point :P. if you're as hot/talented/pretty as taylor swift thats even better AHAHAHA :P. its the same for mizi and ziq too! oh well i have to take my medicine now so i shall stop it here. i'm very sick tonight so i need lots of rest. im going to the gym at gombak tmr to train my chest, ziq you in? i think im going there around 5pm tmr. im not gonna work out that much because we still have a session with fauzie at CCK gym on sunday so yeah. i've been showing alot of improvement lately so i can only imagine how much different im going to look in 5 months time. Herrizal Nazari is going to be hot in a few months time i tell you wahhahahah! ;D hopefully i do but i'm not putting high hopes that i'll change tremendously within 5 months. like i said, i wanted to improve everything about myself ever since i went to houston so this is me changing at my own pace. hopefully i can see results in 5 months time. for now, i just have to work out often. OKAY MOTIVATION SPEECH IS OVER. GO TAKE YOUR MEDICINE NOW HERRIZAL, YOU'RE SICK AS HELL! :P
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

congrats isaac!

isaac, you lucky ass! omg im so jealous right now because someone got accepted for JPSAE in Ngee Ann. (i think). waaahh damn you saac! :P i guess winning few gold medals for the singapore air rifle team is worth it sia! ahaha congrats doode :D. okay i have to go out with my bro, ashri and fauzie to play left4dead now.
gnite ppls! :D

what a small world

hey guys im really tired right now so i'll try not to drag this entry. I want to upload the pictures but i havent installed the software in this computer for my Nikon Coolpix S210 that i got for christmas so i'll do it for the next entry. so sorry ppls! :(

Jasvinny's Bday
me, ziq, kamal, gena, khair, joanne, you zhen and wen jie went to her bday party at Bukit Batok CSC that night and it was really fun :D. The food that her dad cooked was amazing especially the Butter Prawns. Not long after we arrived, ms rani and her brother came and thats when we started the 'big feast'. Me, khair, ziq, ms rani and her brother kept taking butter prawns again and again. I think i ate like 6 or 7 plates for the entire night while ms rani ate like 5 plates. you think that's bad? listen to this, haaziq ate about 11 or 12 plates for that night. he lost track at about 10 plates LOL. Ms Rani told us about this guy who went out on a date with her and he brought her to KOPITIAM of all places for a first date. holy cow thats really pathetic sia :/. she was so mad because she thought that the guy wanted to bring her to a restaurant ahha. After that, jasvinny's cousin sang a few songs and also there was this montage of jasvinny that was made by her sister. aww so sweet haha.

Everyone was dancing towards the end so all of us joined in :P. it was so funny and fun! suddenly the whole place turned like a night club with the disco lights and the loud music. Overall i think the party was a really enjoyable one and hopefully we get together sometime soon. Its alright, me and ziq are planning to make a chalet so when that happens, we can invite the ex west spring students :D. can bring someone's acoustic guitar along so we can play songs over there. oh btw ziq, i already learned the chords for fall for you - secondhand serenade on the acoustic guitar so its all good :D.

Gym Session with Fauzie, Ashri, Syafiq, Ziq and Wen Jie.
As predicted, this session was bloody painful but it feels so good when i looked at the mirror :P. we did chest, biceps and wings for that day. The special guest for the day was Ashri. some of the malay people may know him as one of the actors for the 'daniel' show on suria. hes the drummer in that show. (dont ask me more, i NEVER watch malay shows) He's also my brother's best friend since sec school :D. back to the gym part. it was wen jie's first time with us so he was struggling a little with the normal weights that me and ziq are used to carry so he started with light ones. its alright because everyone starts off slow. we spent about 4 hours in the gym and ate at KFC. i talked to ashri and i found out that he ALSO wants to go for chinese girls instead of malay girls. WAHHAHA. good choice, right ziq? :D anyways i told jack on the phone about me bumping into that 'eeeyer' girl just now and he was laughing at me! >:(

jack: eh but i thought last time she was *insert name here*'s best friend right?! ouch.
me: thats why! geez. so... eee.
jack: i ask you something can?
me: what is it?
jack: *giggling* what if one day, you find out that i did something like that to you. so its like the same case ah since we're best friends for 10 years now. what would you do if I end up with...
*silence*
me: I would frickin' kill you man. serious. dont even think about it!
jack: AHAHA i knew it! i wouldn't do that to my best friend lah plus we've been friends for 10 years it feels almost like we're brothers sia!

okay im gonna end it here because i think thats long enough. i shall not bore you all to death with my no picture entries. i have gym session later so i need some rest. hong bao collection is still on :P. same for you too right ziq?
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

redefining the word pain

hello ppls! :D i wanted to update last night but apparently i couldnt go to my blog or any other blog last night. anyways me and ziq went back to west spring for CNY celebration yesterday and met up with alot of teachers. everytime we went up to a teacher, he/she will ask us something weird. like mrs ang! so i went up to her and said 'happy new year cher!' with a huge smile and she replied me with: 'HEY HERRIZAL! thanks! so um... why didnt you get for me a distinction for your english ah?!'. wahlau mrs ang is a real mood-spoiler lah -.- i did screw up eng paper 1 so maybe thats why i got b3. instead of a1 or a2. blah. mrs chua is even better! the first thing she said when she saw me was 'herrizal! you know the america's got talent show? the guy who's singing while playing the piano really looks like you! he's one of the 5 finalists, he looks alot like you eh.' totally random man ahhaha :P. who knew they could be so.... weird? nonetheless i still like them alot, they're cool teachers :D

at around 7pm yesterday, me and ziq went to the CCK gym with my brother's close friend Fauzie and his friend Syafiq. they're like our 2 personal trainers now wahaha. we worked on shoulders, biceps and chest. the exercises were really intense and painful but it feels good once you're looking at the mirror. they're really good trainers too so if we keep on working out, i'm sure we're gonna see results in 5 months. we're going to CCK gym again in about 12 hours time. i'm not sure what we're gonna work on this time but i'm sure it'll be painful. its alright because its all going to be worth it in the end. alright i'll like to show you guys how crazy ziq can be. so we're discussing about making a chalet a few days ago and this happened. i know, i know. another snapshot of a conversation in msn. i don't have any pictures now lah so i have to resort to this for now. (ziq, please dont kill me when you see this :P)

i couldnt blog last night so i was kinda bored.. until my bro asked me and fauzie out to go play left4dead at orchard :D :D :D. holy crap the game was SO FUN. running zombies, limbs getting torn apart, decapitating zombies etc. I had to choose the girl, zoey for every map because fauzie and my bro chose the bad-ass looking characters. the only characters left for me to choose was zoey, a teenage girl and an old fart who looks like hes half stoned -.- theres this one bloody irritating zombie who keeps on pulling my leg and dragging me to a group of 20 zombies. my character zoey got bitten, scratched, kicked, stomped, punched etc until she died omg :/. she'll also give this eerie scream when shes about to die like 'no. NOOOOO.' we played from 1am till 430am and we finished all the missions within that time span. overall i think the game is pretty fun but it needs more than just 4 people and it needs more missions!

well last thing for the night. mizi, listen to this. I saw hafizah(you know who) last night when i was walking to senja lrt to meet up with fauzie and ziq. omfg so suay man. eeeyer. i have this weird mentality really. well its not weird but.. lets just say that i fucking hate people who try SO hard to tell me to stop going for the person that i love alot since last time. so fucking persistent too! EWW. its really obvious what their intentions are you know? they're not just there to give you a word of advice. advice huh? eeyerr so disgusting. can pull my hand in the middle of the canteen last time somemore knn. ew. i didnt even say a word yesterday when i saw her. normally im not mean but if you're the kind of person that i described just now, you really deserve it. hai, why are some people like that one ah? two faced bastard. eeeyer. it takes two hands to clap huh? F you, it only takes 1 hand to slap. crap im getting angry over something stupid. SEE LAH! that bugger is making me remember things that i dont want to remember >:(

OKAY, im going to stop now. i'll blog about jasvinny's bday party later tonight because im kinda tired right now. (and still abit pissed off about previous paragraph but i'll get over it :P. eeeeyer.)
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

skeletons in your closet

me and ziq went to the gym at gombak just now as planned and we worked out for about an hr and 30 mins. i worked on my shoulders, arms and legs for today because i just felt like it. so far so good, i can see improvement each time i go to the gym so i'll keep on doing it. we went to alif to eat after that because ziq couldnt tahan anymore and he had to eat two different dishes. I ate soto ayam while he ate nasi daging merah and soto ayam. we didnt know what to do afterwards so we decided to walk around gombak like idiots ahah. while walking, we were talking about things like you know if you're walking with a girl, its super slow but if you walk with a guy its the other way round. hahah oh and how guys would be like 'damn, what am i supposed to say to start a bloody convo with this girl?!' while walking. AHAHA then the best part is when you figured out what to ask then skali the girl gives a short sentence answer that puts and end to the convo. for example,

guy: so umm, how's your day? anything special happened?
girl: err.. its fine.
guy: uhh.... okay. mine too.
*silence*

i think i speak for all the guys out there when i say that we absolutely hate it when girls do that :P! its like the poor guy is trying to start a convo then you're just making him feel worse. atleast say something lah ahyoo -.-. ahya but can't blame the girl too lah because they get shy at times too! its funny and sad too but it happens sometimes. we got back around 930 and i didnt do much since. my brother's friends came over just now and one of his friend is a personal trainer so he gave me tips and advices. hes even going to be my personal trainer this friday at cck gym wahhaha :D. he asked me to eat a meal every 2 hours if i wanna gain mass. holy cow. anyways i chatted with gena just now and i don't know how we changed the topic to kamal but it turned out to be really funny LOL. just look at the pics.

kamal is weird i tell you! he has porn everywhere and he doesnt even know how to hide them ahaha :P. ahhh i miss my friends! so i found out just now that my msn has been storing all my messages all these while. i didnt even notice :/. so i read some of my conversations with some people and i kinda felt bad about lots of things. like how i was really mean to people and how i used to talk alot when i get excited. geez i'd probably slap myself in the face if i knew that i was SO annoying last time heh. but i also saw a couple of good things like 'music exchange' thingy with 'someone' and of course regularly talking to her. i can't believe i was so mean last time man.. totally unlike who i am right now. -sigh. its a good thing that ive changed alot especially since my trip to houston. hey my sis taught me lots of things, like holding doors for women, offering them the seat first, opening car doors for women and most importantly she taught me how to be sincere instead of boastful when talking to a girl. the trip to houston was really beneficial to me because i wanted to change everything about myself before i went there and i did just that. most importantly i changed my attitude about lots of things. all thanks to my sis :D

okay well uhm, im gonna end it here because im bored and im going to play some games on this laptop. i dunno what to play. the sims, age of empires 2, warcraft frozen throne or starcraft. im probably gonna play either the sims or age of empires. i dont remember much about my sims character but all i know is that in that game, im married, i have a daughter and my wife sets the house on fire everytime she tries to cook something because her cooking level is at 1. so that means i have to do all the cooking LOL. age of empires is tempting too because i can be a bloody mongol like genghis khan and kill people muahha. (yes i like to be the villain in games, go figure). dammit i need to repair my main pc infront so i can play new games like left4dead with Isaac & ziq. its CO-OP too so i can play with 3 of my friends online. the game is like resident evil + 28 weeks later + dawn of the dead. running zombies everywhere who want to smash your head against the wall aaaaah. shit this is tempting :/. blah i have to go get a job first. my sis knows the manager of a fine dining restaurant in clarke quay that pays 9 bucks an hour. i'll be the waiter and i have to serve ang mohs. ah it wouldnt be a problem, talking to them isnt hard anyways hehehhe. hopefully i get the job but as for now, im just slacking everyday. okay im gonna go play my game now.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

before the worst

hello ppls! :D im gonna do a short entry because im trying to beat my jet lag by not sleeping too early or too late. im kinda sleepy right now so im just gonna write a few things then im off to bed. its 2:38am now and it took me almost an hour to figure out what was wrong with the code for this new song. its before the worst by the script. i stumbled upon this song while i was in the plane to houston. i wanted to put it here ever since but i just didnt have the time to or i was just lazy :P. Mizi wanted me to change the previous song because it reminds him of... someone. i shall not go further. so heres a new song for you guys and i hope you guys like it. the lyrics to this song is kinda sad though but the song is still nice in my opinion. you know what? i just realised that the lead singer from the script looks like michael ballack HAHA. Irish version of michael ballack lah. eh okay anyways me and ziq just made a work-out schedule so we're gonna go to the gym about 4 times a week starting for weds. gombak gym is gonna be our 'homeground' since the mrt station is just beside it. we're gonna push our bodies to the limit and hopefully within 5 months, there will be significant improvement... like me becoming HOT AHHAHAH :P. laugh all you want now, but dont come to us when we turn hot :P. im just kidding lah. hopefully the two big bottles of protein shake that i bought from houston is gonna help out because i really want to gain weight. only 1 way to find out, work out and wait 5 months. okay im gonna end it here because im getting really sleepy. i'll update later on tonight.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

zombie-ish activity

oh my god i seriously have to stop sleeping and waking up and awkward times. i wanted to update just now but once again i fell asleep so im really sorry guys ahahha. so I went to the gym at gombak alone just now around 5pm and i got home at 8pm. by that time, my relatives were all here so the whole house sounded like a pasar malam. showered, ate and went to help my bro's gf shasha with her 1500 word essay about branding. she was already working on the essay in my brother's room so i helped her out by giving ideas. i dont remember much after that. all i remember was me taking a 'short nap' on my brother's bed around 11 plus. the next thing i know is that its almost 4, im in my own room and my laptop is still on. followed by 'oh crap i wanted to update my blog just now -.-'

so i went into my brother's room to find shasha still working on her essay and this happened.
me: eh?! since when was i asleep in my room? i thought i was sleeping here just now?
shasha: no lah your dad asked you to sleep in your room because i wanted to rest for awhile.
me: i dont remember him asking me to do that
shasha: got lah, around 1 plus. you just stood up, said a few things and walked into your room.

HUH?! i seriously dont remember me walking out of my brother's room LOL. even if i did, that means that i must've been sleep-walking because all i remember is that i fell asleep on my brother's bed. this is weird. first jet lag, now sleep walking. whats next? insomnia? eh better dont say :P. okay lah im gonna go back to bed because my body is still tired from the work out just now. im really sorry for not updating at appropriate times ahah but i'll make it up to you guys by updating soon. no matter how tired i am, i'll still update at a more appropriate time okay. i promise! :D
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

the sound of truth

you know its funny how i thought RP was alright a few entries back but now it totally changed my mindset. ali told me that the first year of RP is really awkward like how theres no lectures, exams and how everyone is relaxing doing nothing. He also said that they're changing the system there starting from april because the new principal just joined in from Temasek Poly so hopefully they change the method of teaching. at this point of time, my sis is right. the thought of retaking a few subjects sounds fine but at the end of the day, its just a diploma and im gonna waste a year retaking the subjects. a diploma isnt even that useful in the end. previously i thought about retaking 3 of the subjects that i know i can do better while doing the 1st semester in RP. i was thinking like if i get good results for it and combined my two certs, i would withdraw from RP and go to NP through JAE next year. it would take a year off my life but its atleast better than being in RP for the first year doing nothing you know? it sounds alright but im wasting a year and afterall its just diploma.

I don't know if i should go forward or move backwards a little. I still have about two weeks to think about it because thats when we'll know which course and poly we're going to so yeah. my sis also said that i have to take resposibility for fucking up my O's and now i have to deal with it. she also said that if i want to go to university, i just have to endure 3 years in RP and get good grades for every semester. GPA is an average of all the tests that you have for each semester. Good GPA means i can get reccomendation from the school to find jobs. After that is NS for 2 years. (beats me why its 2 years). in the mean time, i have to apply for a certification for logistics and also a company thats willing to take me in. so it all depends on whether or not i'll get good grades for 3 years in RP. once my NS is done, i'll start working for a company and after awhile ask them to sponsor me for my degree. sounds like its going to take awhile for me to get my degree but thats life. just take things slowly and dont fuck it up. it sounds alright but the thought of being in RP just makes you feel a little... insecure you know? blah i don't know. i still have time to think about it so i'll give it some time. i know my past entires have been quite boring but i cant think of anything exciting to say at this point of time heh. confused to the core. im having severe jet lag blah! i slept from 630pm to 4am. its bad... i have to fix this jet lag. I think im going to the gym beside gombak MRT later at 5 plus with my mom because she wants to run on the treadmill and do some exercises. oh and i want to work out too so we're probably gonna go there later.

im messed up right now ahha. stressed out and confused about lots of things. i should've thrown away my guitar last year when i had the chance man -sigh. i feel really betrayed by it :/. it ruined my life! URGH. blah, no use regretting.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

when is this conflict and everything else along with it that's bad going to end?

I dont know what to do. god im so just confused right now. i need some time out. my mind's messed up because i keep changing my view about lots of things. blah update soon.



when is this unnecessary conflict and everything else along with it that's bad going to end?

my head is going to explode

i have no idea how the hell i survived with just 3 hours of sleep but anyways i met up with ziq,bonfurt,wen jie,gena,you zhen,joanne and kevin at 11am just now to discuss about the courses that we wanna go to. I think im putting 'supply chain management' in RP as my first choice. i dunno, i havent confirmed yet. okay so we went to RP first to ask about the appeal process for kevin and basically to find out how the environment is like in RP. The campus is quite small compared to Ngee Ann or SP but nonetheless, its still peaceful and serene. The bad part about it is that theres more malay mats in RP than any other poly. if you know me well, i absolutely hate those kind of people. i just CANNOT get along with them! they're equivalent to the typical ah beng except its malay. From what i heard, the first year of RP is very slacking so you know it kinda affects your mentality on studies if you're not careful. especially if you mix around with the wrong people, you're gonna be screwed. Alot of people told me that RP certs arent recognised so its hard to find jobs when you graduate. dont get me wrong, that COULD be true(who knows?) but i really think that doesnt apply to everyone. sure if you slack for 3 years, get shit scores for GPA at the end and have a lousy diploma, you're gonna find it hard to get jobs. BUT if you do well and get top 10% of your cohort after 3 years, you'll stand the same chance as the people who are in good schools like NP & SP. besides, im not stopping at diploma what. im aiming to go to university to get my degree.

I thought about it last night and i realised that the only problem about RP is some of the people there. every poly has bad influences so its a normal thing. but the good thing is that when people slack, its the best time to take advantage and aim for the top 10% to go to university. besides, i want to further my studies to get a degree in the future so that top 10% is the current goal for me now. even if i cant go to NP, its good because I rather compete myself against people who are more or less equal to me THAN going against people in NP who are fucking smart to get that path to go to university. I just have to avoid getting caught up with bad influences IF im going to RP.

At this point of time, my mind is set on supply chain management in RP. i already asked the person in NP if theres a way for me to enter logistics management when i only have 23 points and she told me that i have to retake my maths so its very unlikely. supply chain management is related to logistics so i'll give it a shot. im still eye-ing for that top 10% of your course to go to university. i think its WAY easier to achieve that in RP than in NP. I think Gena and kevin are gonna try to get into the course. me and gena wouldnt have a problem into getting that course because i have 23 points and she has 22 points. the COP for that course is 26 so there shouldnt be a problem. theres also a couple of my good friends who may be going to RP so atleast im not alone. i seriously think that to survive in RP, i need to be with the same group of friends who always pushed me to study. im probably not gonna put any of the NP choices as my 1st,2nd or 3rd choice because why would i want to be in NP just because its a good school when the course that i'll get in it sucks. like my sis told me, if you can't get the best thing (which in this case is logistics) get the next best thing. supply chain management is related to logistics so why not?

you know what? im getting carried away with typing these things out so i shall stop it here. i'll fill out the JAE application tonight since its thursday morning already so i'll update tonight to tell you guys what are my choices. most probably i'll choose supply chain management at RP for my 1st choice but i dunno. theres no point if i put like business studies (12 points) for my 1st choice because the person at NP told me that if the gap is more than 3 points, its VERY hard to get in. I have to ask elizabeth about RP since shes already there for 1 year. i think supply chain management is not popular for 'mats' lah. its too complicated for them to understand AHHAHAHHAA. maybe engineering is okay for them :P. okay this entry is definately a boring one with no pictures or videos but thats all i have to say if you're planning to go to RP. i'll update tonight!
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

this is it, what we've been waiting for.

i dont have much time to update so im just gonna make everything short and simple. Our plane landed on changi airport at 6am just now and i havent been sleeping ever since. I guess its from the jet lag and me feeling nervous about the results. Like ziq's blog, im gonna say a few things before we get our results. First of all, i'd like to wish everyone good luck for their results. we're all gonna find out our results in just an hour so be prepared in the mean time. theres nothing we can do to change the results so we all will just have to wait and see. Going to houston for a month was a learning journey for me. one of the things that i learnt from my sis is that this O level exam really does determine where you're heading in the future. All we can do now is pray to god that we get good results so that we can go to our desired polytechnics and JC's. A lot of people including me would really want to go to NP so lets hope that we will get there with our results. I dont want to be overconfident just like how i was in PSLE and i got a taste of karma because of that. I'd just try to remain calm.

okay i'll update soon maybe around tonight? i have to get ready now so all the best for your results people and may all of us be jumping for joy when we get our results later.
all the best guys!

edit: okay so i got 23 points L1R4 which for me, is good enough at this point of time. I got choices to go to NP,SP,NYP,TP and RP. The choices that are in NP and SP arent that good because i got a d7 for maths(well atleast i didnt get e8 or else i'll be fucked up). I rather go to a course that I like in RP which is either supply chain management or industrial chain management. theres a high demand for it in singapore, it makes lots of money and the best thing is that not alot of people know about it. plus my brother in law has 10 years experience in logistics so i can ask tips from him too. hes doing really well for somebody his age so kudos to him. I wouldnt say that my future would be bleak just because i didnt do too well for my O's because there are possibilities if i took anything related to logistics. I didnt expect me to get c6 for comb humans and d7 for f&n. i got a2 for comb humans in prelims and b4 for f&n. if i had the same grades from prelims, i'd be having 16 points. unfortunately shit happens so you just gotta deal with it. even though i can go to poly, i feel like this is somewhat a disappoint for me because i can do way better -sigh. but its not the end of the world, theres always hope and to where im heading, im sure there's a good future for me if i just strive hard. everybody has to fall sometimes, its just a matter of how hard you're going to fall.

honestly, im not feeling too disappointed about it. mixed feelings really. im happy that i can atleast go to poly but kinda disappointed because i was expecting my points to be lower than 20. well i think i'll give it a day or two to think about it. TP is totally out of my targets because its fucking far. imagine waking up at 6am everyday and taking two hours to go to the school by bus. not to mention if theres a traffic jam in the early morning. oh well im gonna end it here because im hungry. i'll keep you guys updated if i make up my mind on what course i wanna go to.
oh well, gnite ppls!

i'm coming home

hello ppls! :D this is gonna be a short entry because i have to go to the airport in about 20 mins from now. its 2:10pm now and our flight is at 4:50pm but we have to check in before 4pm. i think its like 4:10am for you guys back in s'pore? well im gonna miss this place so much but the bright side is that i can hang out with my friends back in s'pore :D.

well im gonna land in s'pore around 5am on monday morning so its gonna be really tiring for me when i collect my results at 2pm. i'd like to wish all of the people who are getting their O level results all the best and hopefully we'll get our desired schools/courses. okay i have to do a few things now before i go out of the house so i'll see you guys soon and ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RESULTS!
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

swing, swing

hello ppls! :D sorry if i havent been updating lately but ive been lazy and busy(it rhymes). im coming back to singapore around 3am to 5am singapore time on the 12th. Apparently the results are gonna be out at 2pm so i have to take a short nap before going back to school to get my results. im sure everyone is very scared right now like i am. im worried about my maths paper 2 but what's done is done and lets just hope for the best. hopefully i can go to logistics management or something related to business in NP. hopefully my maths is atleast c6 or better. if its d7 then i have no choice but to go to RP. blah, stop saying about d7 or RP. think positive herrizal! :/

anyways me and my sis were fooling around with this imac last night and we used the built-in video camera to record ourselves singing songs ahaha. my sis sang a couple of songs and we decided to upload some to youtube. mind you, we're just doing this for fun because we were bored at home last night. this one is from sixpence none the richer - kiss me.

the next one is from sara bareilles - love song. I absolutely LOVE this song. oh and 'bottle it up'! i think my sis singing 'kiss me' is better than this song but apparently mizi like this song better. eh it doesnt matter, its for fun anyways ahha.



the last one is from rihanna - take a bow.



alright i have to go now because we're going out for lunch. i'll update soon.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

soooooooon!

this isnt gonna be a real entry but i just wanna say that im so tired right now so i'll put up a new entry and upload the photos to photobucket as soon as possible later. i havent been updating lately anyways so hopefully my sis wont bitch at me when im using the pc later on ahha.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

edit: i uploaded some of the photos to my photobucket already so heres the link to it.
http://s370.photobucket.com/albums/oo143/herrizal/
i only took the good ones so theres ALOT more pictures. i'll upload the others soon cause my sis is awake now and she wants to use the pc :(.

that furry little thing

me and my family went to the cinema to watch 'marley & me' just now and its a pretty good movie! i'm not sure if marley & me is out in s'pore right now but when it does come out in the cinemas over there, you guys HAVE to watch it! the dog marley is so cute and mischevious throughout the movie! initially we wanted to watch valkyrie but we figured out that not everyone would like it. me and my dad wouldnt mind watching valkyrie because we love war movies but my sis and mom probably wouldnt like it. well marley & me has ALOT of funny parts especially with owen wilson in it. the ending when marley died of old age was really sad *sniff*. no more spoilers from me, you guys have to watch it for yourselves :D. trust me, its worth your money if you're gonna watch it in the cinemas. its a really good movie. i'll give it at 9/10 rating because its just darn good :D.

there was this funny trailer playing before the movie and a phrase from it caught my attention. there was this scene of a small boy pushing a girl and making her cry. the little girl asked the boy 'why did you do that?' and the boy was like 'because you smell funny'. so she ran to her mom and her mom explains to her that when a little boy purposely makes a girl cry, that means that the boy likes the girl. yeah you people probably think that thats the cheesiest line ever but i swear to god thats true when i was in pri sch :P. i remembered an incident of me throwing an eraser from the one side of the class to the other and it hit 'someone's nose and she started crying. omg i felt so bad after that geez :(. well she did throw my pencil box outside the class before that but.. :P. ahh funny memories :D. oh yeah and theres also a couple of good movies coming out including a sequel to night at the museum! yeahhh :D :D :D.

last thing for the night, i still havent uploaded the 300 plus pictures to my photobucket because i've been lazy but i'll do it soon. okay im gonna go off to bed now since its 2:01am and ive been stoning for quite sometime now. i really miss you guys back in s'pore especially all my friends but we'll see each other soon. america is a nice place but its not as fun without my awesome friends. not to mention its really dangerous here so i have to be careful all the time. i'll talk about it some other time for now im off to bed.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

happy new year!

hello ppls! :D i havent been updating lately because we went to a couple of states for like 10 days. i couldnt update because typing on my sister's iphone is such a hassle. thats why i could just reply the tags on my tagboard. anyways its already 2009 for you guys but its only 2:11pm here but nonetheless, i'd like to wish you all HAPPY NEW YEAR :D! i'll update more on my trip to a couple of states later with more pictures alright? heres my resolutions for 2009,

- work things out to end any conflict/arguments with anyone because holding grudges isnt right
- be more serious about my studies
- dont take things for granted
- work out even more so i can gain mass
- hopefully i get good marks for my exams and go to Ngee Ann Poly
and finally,
- be a better person overall :D

im gonna go off now because i got nothing else to say. im gonna upload my photos to this pc so i'll update later. gnite ppls! :D

edit: 5:55am. if you're wondering why im still awake, the reason is because i fell asleep on the couch for 5 hours while watching tv -.- anyways ill just upload a couple of pictures here and im gonna go back to bed.

i have like 300+ pictures but thats all i wanna upload for now because im tired and sleepy. and yes, i do look mexican with that hair :P. the first two pictures were taken in new orleans, worst city ever in terms of security and entertainment ugh. the other pictures were taken when we're in florida. anyways im gonna go off to bed ow because im getting really sleepy again. ill update soon!
oh well, gnite ppls! :D