it got alot harder

I havent been updating lately cause im being busy this and that so im gonna make it up by making this entry a long one! I'll probably update much much more these days so stick around to see if I update these days. I wanted to blog yesterday but Jack and Halim stopped by my house so I didnt have the time to do it.. so sorry for the ppls who ask me to blog yesterday and I said i'd do it :x Had PE today and played soccer once more. I taught Johnson how to shoot free kick and theres noticeable improvement! :D we went against the same opponents from last week and we won 2-1. both goals scored by me yay! hehe :D. Chelsea won Man Utd on sat 2-0. Michael Ballack scored 2! tonight is man utd vs barcelona and tmr is Chelsea vs Liverpool at chelsea's homeground stamford bridge. Support the blues! Chelsea yeah?! :D

anyways yesterday Halim came first around 5 and he wanted to play Resident Evil 4.. apparently that guy has a fascination for hitting zombies with everything he can find ahaha. planks,metal bar,knife and even brooms. I bugged him alot while he was playing cause I played misery business and pressure to him ahhah. Jack came around 8 and we started playing lots of songs in my house cause Halim also brought his guitar. HAHA I remembered this incident happening when me and Jack played pressure from paramore.

Halim: eh shut up la. dont play paramore songs can? irritating sia,I wanna play game la.
Jack: play ah nobody disturb you what
Halim: you forgot that parasol got you whacked ah?
me: what you have against paramore ah?
Halim: its irritating!
me: no its not, you just have bad taste ahaha. who doesnt like paramore?!
**pause**
Halim: eh I wanna go home ah. (in a serious tone)
me: wth joking only then wanna go home. -_-

ahaha Halim is a great friend though! anyways he didnt go home after that happened and we played last summer! they left around 10 plus and I was already very tired so I couldnt update my blog. got some homework done and went to bed at 11 plus if im not wrong. speaking of which, Im pretty upset right now cause.. its like everytime I do my work or get tuition from the JC thing every saturday, I seem to be actually improving in maths cause I use the methods. but then when any test comes, I forget all the methods and fail the test. its like study so hard,no improvement. Ive been improving alot in humans,phy and bio cause ive been studying but then for maths its seems like.... UGH. like just now,im doing the maths mock exam paper and suddenly she comes up to me and marks two questions. and put a 'horrible!' there and now I cant do the whole paper cause got no mood. I put a ' :( ' beside the remark ahaha.

Exams are around the corner and I can tell that everyone is in the study mood. Everyone's been busy studying so got no time to go out/chat/etc. I got no study partner so I have to study all by myself. its definately better if I actually have someone to study with all the time. especially if the person has a great impact on you in a way ahahah :D. that would be good cause I'd pass my subjects with flying colours while having fun studying with the person :D. great source of motivation :P. I just need someone like you know..

well im gonna go off now cause I have to get my work done. Friday is MT prelims and next monday is the maths paper. I have to work harder cause I really really have to get to NP. I dont care if my CCA points is pathetic as hell, I just need to get to NP. besides they dont really care about cca points in poly. only a small amount of courses. mostly CCA points are for JC. ok I should get back to my work now,im gonna try to update more frequently these days and to those who are having papers tmr, all the best and good luck! dont get stressed up so think of happy thoughts!
sweet dreams & good nite ppls :D

they're for themselves, it doesnt matter what they say

heloooo ppls! :D this week has been a busy week cause mon-weds theres common test and im really studying hard these days. good boy mah! and im actually doing quite good in catching up on my studies ok! ahaha.. anyways PE on tues,had such a great time playing soccer with the guys in 5B. it was somewhat a street soccer match between 5b and a combination of sec 2+3+4.. we only had like 6 guys while they had like 11? BUT, we managed to win by 9-4. we played outside the hall while it was raining. I scored 5 goals MUAHAHA :D Johnson scored 1,Jing Jie scored 1,Alastair scored 1 and Lin Xiang scored 1. it was weird cause previously most of them just wanted to play BBall during PE until they played Street! now they're hooked to playing street soccer cause its so intense and fast paced ahaha.

anyways I dont remember much happening on the other days except for today but I remember me playing soccer with Johnson when a swarm of bees decided that it would be fun to chase us. so we ran,like idiots. -_- we didnt even disturb the hive wth? anyways this laptop cable is really irritating and ive been trying to finish this entry but everytime I do,it will turn off just as im finishing.. i'll save the other funny stuffs for another time cause im really exhausted right now and im getting a little annoyed by my computer cable.. ugh

anyways went to johnson's house just now to play some war game on his ps3 :D. we work so well in a team man ahaha. who needs squads to win war when you can have us! cheywahh ahaha.. I surprised him just now by being at his BBall match but they lost against a really good team. nonetheless,hes still quite good. besides, sometimes you just have to lose. He was really shocked to see me support him by being there ahaha.. brother what!

well I cant help but to admit that ive been very very mean to lots of people in school lately. its like.. hard to explain but I kind of think about it more as to 'returning the favor'. im getting sick and tired of these kind of stuff and everytime I try to avoid it by being polite,all I get is shit from people.. maybe I should not be mean? pfft. I wont really go in deep..maybe another time cause im sleeeeeepy right now..

its 12:21am,im gonna go off now cause im really really tired and my eyes weigh like a ton! i'll update it some other time. oh yeah late news but CHELSEA drew with liverpool 1-1 at anfield. chelsea is going to play at home ground next 2 weeks and chelsea has a good home record! support chelsea okay ppls! support chelsea = me love you long time! :D ahaha. CHELSEA!!
gnite guys! :D

when it rains.

so im here at home,studying. im not exactly in-the-mood cause im feeling.. down lately. anyways I shall talk about the happy stuffs first haha :D. I played RE4 on my ps2 and its awesome ahaha. I love how theres not much puzzles to solve in this one.. This time its not zombies but rather a parasite infecting the brains of people. heh parasite kinda reminds me of something waaaay back in pri 5 :D.. well the only bad thing about this part is that the enemies are running around like insects with knives and stuff. scaaaaary. nonetheless, i'll kill them all anyways MUAHAHA!! I MUST finish this part cause... ok I have a confession. I never really had the guts to play Resident Evil series cause when I was a little kid,I always watched my brother play it on our sega saturn. everytime he wanted to play it,he would call me to sit beside him cause.. "two brains are smarter than one"
pfft,so much for that.. Resident evil 1 & 2 gave me nightmares when I was small ok! :(

anyways I went to jack's place on sat and we talked about lots of stuff.. I was supposed to meet jack and halim on sunday cause they wanted to go out but I didnt want to cause tmr is common test. I guess they went somewhere without me then.. Halim's having one week off starting from tmr so I think he'll be going to my house to learn new songs real soon yay! ahaha I miss my funny conversations with him... but not as much as me missing someone though :x

anyways I talked to my crazy cousin Affie cause she was asking me for advice. its about when your close friend tells you that she/he has feelings for you and you dont want to be more than just friends but dont wanna hurt him. I really dont want my couz to hurt the guy cause shes really close with him so I gave her good advice! :D.. I think some of you guys may be getting the picture of whats making me feel down these days. speaking of which,some bloody irritating people in the school are nosing into my business. damn irritating ah. like.. !$%#@.. UGH. I would be angry at them but that just means im stooping to their level so I wont do it. its better if I keep my mouth shut anyways cause im better than that :P but its also hard to keep quiet if ppl keep talking behind your back. heh, pfft whatever just few more months and i'll be out of this school anyways. Ngee ANNNNNN!! :D

well today's english paper isnt that hard, Im sure alot of people chose the 'money or happiness' compo.. but I think that 350 words in under 1 hr is a little too fast. well tmr is history source based so all the best to everyone! ok sudden feeling of having absolutely no mood to type anymore. I shall stop here cause I just feel like stopping. i'll update soon.. 90% of the time when im 'busy' on msn means im writing an entry so thats when you guys should check out my blog asap :D
well im gonna go get my stuff ready for tmr.. gnite guys! :D

Falling under.

today is such a terrible day.. my day pretty much just went crashing down to the ground even before the day started.

- maths period,55 mins felt like 55 hours... of getting nagged at
- phy period, mr 'hitler' got pissed at me for no reason?
- recess, realised that I left my money on my table at home when already queued up
skip to later
- went back to school for air rifle thingy, isaac and the coach taught me a lil bit. then out of nowhere,ms tham just appeared and said no I cant join cause im sec 5. WTF?! I didnt even get to shoot even once. atleast if let me shoot and if I sucked,then can say that. Isaac also agreed with me about her being a bitch
- tried pleading to mr soh but he just made fun of the situation. nice ah?
- played soccer at the field but apparently my teammates sucked like crap and I got mud all over my uniform cause some idiot kicked the ground instead of the ball.
- got informed that there will be no match tmr.. :(
- went to johnson's house. played fifa 08. lost like alot of the games at the very last minute. for example 90th,91th minute etc.
- while writing this entry,my laptop's power cable got loose and therefore I have to write everything again cause theres no draft. wow.

ugh, irritating ok. Im so disappointed cause I didnt get into the shooting club.. I have to get good marks to get to Ngee Ann now. hopefully I get to NP even though my cca point is pathetic as hell.. anyways I changed my mind on joining guitar club. I played the guitar at the canteen just now and I was surprised that many of their members dont know how to play it yet. I dont have anything against people who dont know how to play the guitar but it just seems like theres too many people who dont know how to do that in the club. whats the point of being in the guitar club then? :/

well looking at the bright side, atleast Johnson gave me 20 of his ps2 games. :D.. well to think of it,thats the only thing thats good so far for today. ahaha okay I remember something! :D this happened few weeks back..

me: eh saac,I wanna join shooting club lah. can or not?
Isaac: I think can ah..
Kamal: NOOOO! dont let him join sia.
Isaac: why?
Kamal: People join shooting club to shoot at targets. if you let him join,this bugger will start shooting at people you know!

ahahha..kamal is always full of crap... like me! :D see its good to have friends like that! you'll never get bored of them ahaha. speaking of which fairuz is trying to plan an outing soon. I dont know where he wants to go but if you guys are okay with that,im going :D. Probably after common test cause next monday is already english paper. well im gonna cheer myself up by stuffing as much food as possible.
nite guys! :)

sit and wonder

so im not gonna say anything about today cause nothing much happened but this is what happened when I didnt come to sch on tuesday. I didnt go to school on tuesday becausebecause.. i woke up at 710 :|. when I woke up I was like "OMG what time is it? why is it so bright?!"pretty much just slacked at home studying bio,guitar,watch movies online etc. it rained heavily soon after so it was pretty good to just sit down and play the guitar cause the rain makes everything calm and peaceful. it makes you miss people and think about lots of stuff also :x

I watched this documentary about bears. HAHA you're never gonna guess how this one bear gets its food. It went into this person's house and ignored everyone inside it even though they're all terrified and it just went straight to the kitchen. ate only cereals,fresh from the oven brownies(can you believe it?! BROWNIES!!) and ovaltine then walked off. ahaha and its common for black bears to go in people's house and steal food,best thing is that they're totally harmless to human unless really provoked. see bears are cute little things :DDDDDD... yet humans kill hundreds of thousands of their kind each year. frickin cruel ppls

this sat maybe we're having a match at west spring's field. hopefully it rains cause I LOVE playing soccer in the rain. Its like as if im better playing in the rain cheywahh ahahaha.. so if you guys wanna see us play,do come in the morning okay :D. I keep thinking about....some stuffs. in class. you know,stuffs. :( HAHA ok i just remembered,this made my day.

Johnson & Jing Jie: eh see the fishes all die sia! all floating!
Lin Xiang(with utmost confidence): where got? the fish is SLEEPING lah what die..
Johnson: HAHAHA eh hello, who told you that when fish floats that means its sleeping?
Lin Xiang: really what?
Johnson: okok, its sleeping okay? sleeping you know! sleeping. ahahahaha

I could talk about more stuff but my mind is occupied with lots of thoughts lah. maybe im just being paranoid.. anyways I have to sleep now and tmr is my air rifle tryout so hopefully I can do well yeah? i'll make an entry about it tmr or something.
gnite and sweet dreams guys! :)

and we sing

Hello! :D.. it has been awhile since Ive blogged BUT dont worry I got ALOT of things to say :D.. on sat was supposed to go to National Stadium with the 5A guys to support the school's display band but apparently on my way there, my mom called and she forgot her keys so I couldnt go.. wth? :(. it doesnt matter if I cant go anyways cause as an apology she treated me pizza hut soon after :D. mmm cheeeeese.. Bonfurt told me they got silver and they're saddened by it.. well atleast get silver what so you guys shouldnt be too disheartened! :) then pretty much went out with jack cause he was bugging me to go out with him. its hard to see him nowadays cause hes attending private school at jurong east. we talked bout lots of things! like how he got 188 for PSLE and I got 187. then in the end,we're both gonna pass out at the same time ahaha. we're definately aiming for NP after our O's! NP is near,the courses/facilities are good and we got alot of ex west view ppl there like veron,elizabeth,sebas,hui teng etc. anyways we're gonna go jam Last Summer by lost prophets soon cause Ive been wanting to sing that song for quite sometime. I love that song!

yesterday, my cousin came and we started singing all sorts of songs? from pieces to misery business to avril lavigne songs to even peterpan songs ahaha. I love it when someone sings to the song when im playing it on my guitar :D.. it feels good. anyways I have to get 2 of my jeans altered,buy a new school bag and buy a casio guitar tuner :x. yeah ok fine I admit my ears suck and I suck so bad at tuning so I need to buy it to tune my guitar to drop C. BFMV and Paramore songs are on Drop C tuning. I dont know how the heck you ppl do it but I take forever to tune my guitar to even standard tuning. :/ my ears suck lah ok? :( pfft. hehe look my hair grew already so Its safe for me to take pics HAHA. rawrr evil grin :D

pay no attention to the polar bear lying on the bed. its nothing, REALLY. :P haha I was really surprised when Nasri came up to me last friday and said, 'do you know I read your blog everyday?' HAHA. I wasnt expecting that okay! He said that even though my blog is sometimes a little longwinded(its not lah most of the time its just the layout squeezing the content), he finds it interesting. cheywahhh ahahaha :D. He kinda dislike those blogs where like the person just lists down the routine for the day. right down to the details :P ahaha great minds think alike!
for EXAMPLE,

"today must go to school,sian lorr. denn took bus 180 at 710am den scared ii late lehx. reach school at 730 so is late de. siann.. principal scold mii but I dun care. duno wad crap he talking hahax. den go back class see teacher face so tu lan. I come late mahh suay la see his face early morning. sit down den talk to.." WTH is this a bloody schedule on what you do the whole day or what? right down to the details? :X. honestly its hard to type like that ah :P

well Im getting the feeling that something has gone way too far. would you just sit there and take a beating while people talk bad about a person you care alot for? or would you do something about it? I wish I was with my friends in 5A man! I got soooo many good friends in 5A.. well im not gonna make this entry all angry and stuff so im gonna show you guys this random pic thats been in my phone for like forever ahaha. this fish is like soooo cool ahaha its shocked like ":O"

ahahahah well im end it here cause I have to study and sleep early. I must sleep at an earlier time rather than my usual 12am/1am/2am in the morning. tmr is PE somemore so I need all my energy to play soccer well tmr :D. Common Test 2 is coming in 2 weeks time ah ppls! I cant slack now and I need to study. when its 10pm, I'll force myself to sleep ahaha.. well nite guys! :D

Brighter

I know this is late news but CHELSEA WON FENERBACHE 2-0! yay!! :D Frank Lampard and Michael Ballack scored!! but the more recent news is that Man Utd won AS Roma 1-0 and Barcelona won Schalke 1-0 so its gonna be Chelsea vs Liverpool and Man Utd vs Barcelona. great matches :D. I was hoping that Roma would beat Man Utd but De Rossi's miss for the penalty kick pretty much ended their hope.

so anyways im feeling really bland tonight. I just feel as if something is amiss. ok maybe I am missing some people... so much.

well im gonna go off now cause I cant even think of things to write.. its 1022 now and I have been staring at the screen with blank thoughts for quite sometime now ahaha. so I shall find something better to do like sleep..this is probably one of the most weird entry I have ever made ahaha. I got nothing else to say so im gonna end it here, bye ppls! :D

sweet victory

Best scoreline ever. Man Utd 1 - 4 AC Milan. HAHA :D tmr is chelsea vs fenerbache 2nd leg!! support chelsea ah ppls! im gonna make this entry short cause I itching to play my guitar right now even though its 10:24pm now..well 30 mins of guitar a day is good :P. ok fine for me its not 30 mins more like 3 hours ahaha. im addicted to my guitar lahh. :( I have to find a way to reduce my guitar-ing times.. :/

ok so anyways today has been a fun day in sch cause I feel happy for once,I didnt owe any teacher homework yay! anyways after sch,me,johnson,alastair and lin xiang went to johnson's house where we played his PS3.. rich boy :P.. anyways we mostly played FIFA 08 and it took me sometime to get used to playing it cause its so different from xbox 360 version. you're never gonna guess how much I lost on the first match. 6-1 :(.. but still I got used to it and won again and again :D. Kaká is frickin good in the game.

anyways I called halim last night and we had probably the funniest convo in awhile ahhah so I wanted to let him know that I can play part of misery business now.. this happened LOL

me: hey doode,guess what I can play this song now. guess what song this is.
**plays misery business riff/intro on guitar**
halim: whoaa I never meant to brag but I got him where I want him now whoaaa da da da da..(in a very inflated voice).. fucking irritating sia. I dont know what the hell the song title is but I fucking hate the singer. I will never forget how it made jack kena beaten when hes walking home. stupid dumb bitch. parasol. irritating sia.
me: eh relax ah I just ask you if you know what song it is. I didnt ask for your opinion what ahaha.. besides she IS very talented what..
halim: NO. she just steals the spotlight from everyone else in the band. irritating sia.
me: give me any rock band that doesnt have the vocalist stealing the spotlight. most of the time atleast got little bias towards the vocalist what.. besides why are you angry? ahaha
halim: NO im NOT angry! its just fucking irritating sia. parasol.
me: -.-"

I have no idea how he got so pissed ahhaha..well im gonna go off now nite ppls! :D

right now you're the only reason im not letting go.

so today is like so damn frustrating. ever feel like the day just isnt going your way and its like every little thing just pisses you off. ok I may be going overboard by saying that everything pisses me off cause that just means im an angry emo kid,which im NOT. its just that anything that pisses you off a little just like sums up to make it worse. actually to think of it,this week hasnt been going that well thats why I havent been blogging lately. so lemme try making this entry a little longer than usual :P

ok so today, was supposed to go maths tuition(MATHS you know.. MATHS!! not any other subject but MATHS. you know anot?!!) but I decided to not go cause got match.. so I was supposed to surprise the guys at jurong when I arrived cause they thought i'd be going to tuition but I was the one who got surprised. guess what? opponents didnt come so we all just wasted time coming there. I just feel like.. UGH IRRITATING OK. #$#@!%$! but atleast aidil got apologise lah and that meant alot to me.. cause I know how its like to plan something so hard then people just mess it up. oh trust me I know how it feels like......and it hurts. :/ eh thats wayyy out of the topic but I really do understand what aidil is going through.. he broke his leg and is itching for soccer just as soon hes recovered so cant blame him..must blame the opponents. idiots. UGH.

ok so me,jouhar,mizi,fairul and syarif decided to go to IMM and we saw this cute soccer boots for babies ahaha.. one is like almost the size of my palm only bigger and the other is smaller than my palm.. ahaha so cute man!

Me and mizi kinda wanna buy it if we have our own children in the future ahaha. I'll make sure my son will turn into the next kaká.. without getting dark! or maybe send him to singing school? woo! :D so had lunch there and wanted to see if halim is working at the swensens there or not cause thats what I heard from jack.. this and that happened etc went home bla bla bla. slept. **shows signs of frustration**

here, i'll give you a clue on whats pissing me off lately,'funny' convo in sch between me and johnson.

johnson: eh bro,go for her ah. she like you what. go ah dont disappoint her!
me: dont want lah.
johnson: you sure anot? she SO like you.
me: and i SO dont like her. and i SO like someone else. ALOT. and you totally know that.
jonhson: go lah!
me: eeee dont want lah! >:(

I dont know what else to say about that :/.. thats what you get when you start being too good to people.. and im not referring to johnson.. someone else in our sch.I think its better for me to not to talk to any girl in sch and be a loner. yeah! that would work!!.. i think :x eh I think im gonna go learn other paramore songs now cause this is getting too long.. I can play thats what you get,pressure and crushcrushcrush now! yay!! misery business halfway only.. and the intro from 'decoy' is awesome! the meaning behind the song 'decoy' is evil though :P. I recorded me playing pressure and thats what you get in my phone but I just dont feel like sharing it with you guys :P. which reminds me, paramore has a new vid on 'thats what you get' so check it out if you guys dont know. I love how she looks in the vid ahaha.. so pretty!! :DDDDD mizi needs to come to my house asap and bring his guitar so we can jam on paramore songs all day long. just need vocalist then can.. bah who needs a singer?! what is there to sing to if theres no music :P. i'd be lying if I said that ahaha. Jack could be drummer! I could play lead guitar and halim could be rhythm or vice versa.. then mizi would get the daunting task of being the bassist :P. then we could all lip sync to hayley's voice and act as if a girl's voice is coming out from a guy's mouth. set. HAHA! aha im full of crap :x.

I need to get to houston asap so I have a chance of watching paramore live!! well not to worry,november or december I'll probably go there so yeah :D. sorry if i sound a little pissed but I just am at some ppls but probably not you guys! :D ok time to watch my chelsea, bye guys! :)

I think we have an emergency

blargh so im feeling pretty moody right now.. im not angry at all just moody :/ its like so plain you know. i hate it how life gets mundane at times.. maybe its just me or probably its the full moon making me moody HAHA.. oh wait its not even full moon. I think im only wasting my time logging into msn if im not gonna chat with anyone or nobody is chatting with me right? ahya. see im crapping again..

anyways today is April Fools but its like nobody even cares about it? except for a few.. and the joke of the day was Nafisah acting as if shes having asthma in class then teacher panicked HAHAH. so bad man! anyways had PE just now and im very happy that now I can do 9 pull ups yay.. and tmr is NAPFA test so hopefully I can get a good grade for it.. played soccer with sec 1/2 and I assisted 2 goals I think and hit the post twice from long shot.. I guess it just wasnt my day to score. anyways good news for 5A/5B ppls! I asked mr soh and he said that its possible if the interclass is held after sch and 5A combined with 5B against sec 4 classes. MUAHAHA.. confirm the captain is gonna be khair ahaha.. atleast got him,zheng hao and kamal then im happy already to be in the team :D.. plus im gonna get the chance to take short free kicks so its a good thing for me one way or another hhehehehe ;)

so me,bonfurt,ziq and isaac were going back from sch when we heard the band practising like mad yst and they sound.. GOOD! like seriously it sounds awesome, I think their hard work will pay off soon cause they've practising like mad.. we all agreed that this year's band is way better than last year's.. last year's band was damn pathetic lah.. Bonfurt say that if they never get gold or atleast a medal this year,confirm cry cause they practice so hard so all the best to them! so that reminds me, I feel betrayed by soccer cause its like..play so hard,get medal.. then CCA points. 4/25. fantastic.
so Isaac,bonfurt,ziq and sebas ask me join air rifle and Isaac said that he can help me get into the team and he can coach me also.. but then I also feel like I wanna join guitar club.. im like in between two of my interests.. guitar and guns. you know to think of it, getting coached by the 2nd best under 18 air rifle guy in SG isnt so bad ahah plus Isaac's cca point is like 48? out of 25 OMG.. can even give me half and he'll still have enough to get A1 lol. he also say that if I just persevere for few months can get A1 for cca points cause its the only cca thats constantly winning gold..so alot of cca points. :) time to hit isaac's house and use his airsoft mp5 to shoot at people's car :P.. see how lah cause I also love guitars.. somebody help me decide :/

im gonna end it here cause I have to pack my stuff up and wake up at 3am later.. you wanna know why anot? cause got.. CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!! :D. Chelsea vs Fenerbache, AS Roma vs Man utd and Barcelona vs Schalke! alright im gonna end it here, nite ppls! :)