Friends and Alibis

AHAHAHAHA. yeah yeah unexpected emo-ing last entry BUT! today has been somewhat weird in a funny way but its like funny ah! ahaha.. i dunno whats up with me but well anyways.. i was tasked to clean my room for the day and move stuff around so yeah with a lil help of mom kinda cleaned it up good in about 2 hours. so i went through my notes and stuff and as i look through i found something that me and anul contributed in a span of like 1 week i think HAHAHA. oh the good old days.now if u have been wondering what we've been doing when Miss Liew ignored us during maths lesson.. this is us,expressing our hatred towards miss liew (ASS!!) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. click to zoom it in.. YOU HAVE TO ZOOM IN. :DD look what we wrote LOL. im telling you, me and anul will hate her forever until the day we die. until the day i dieeeeee..i'll spill my..~~ eh lame la Herrizal that song got no link with this lah :X



Mount Everest on the 'cumulative' graph AHAHA.. dont ask me wtf is hairy monster or why its there.. ASK ANUL! and NO, i DONT know of any hairy monster ok... no no. hmph. I DONT OK!! >:(
*looks away**



'I hope she burns in HELL!' and the cute little devil with his cute lil pitchfork is my creation AHAHA. yes that woman whos an ass is miss liew.



Anul = Anal :PPPP..



sry if u ppls cant see this but it reads,
zal: eh you want to cabot go recess early? run ah
anul: wait 5 min..she never see we go

ahahaha theres more btw! physics book even more about mr Fauroni AHAHA.. and i also found my sis's french speaking book :|.. "Je M'apelle Yenny.Je suis Singapourien. J' habite á Paris".. wth? lol.. you know my sis can speak like i think six languages :S..fucking smart bastard.. :(. English,fluent German,fluent French,Malay,Chinese and a lil bit of spanish.. no wonder my parents are always blabbering 'BE LIKE YOUR SIS AND STUDY HARD'.. i guess its true lah,shes smarter than me :|..no wonder she always gets praises all the time..jealous sia :P.

anyways gonna miss Anul so so sooooo bad.. haha miss the times when the common guys and girls in NA would skip school and come to my house to play xbox,chat with ppl who're in school HAHA,watch movies,gossip about ppl etc etc :DD.esp when dad got a new dvd player and he put it in my room :D.. big tv + ok-ok dvd player = 3 days a week pon school with friends HAHAHA.Im telling you my room is nice ok?! the common ppls who pon school seem to agree that my bed is heavenly and lying down on a nice bed to watch on a big ass tv,is AWESOME :P. see that is what happens to the people who dont come to school often and produce no MC or reason :P.they all chill at my house HAHA.next year cannot do like that anymore :P. occasionally can ah.. eh no no noooo.. cannoooot next year must study hard. anyways if i wanted to also,who to bring to my house now? :/. almost everyone who used to do it are gone now :( oh yeah i found out that vivo's probably gonna be full so probably going to watch fireworks at Marina with the guys :D.. which reminds me of something funny that happened after the match yesterday..so we went to IMM to eat and stuff and well while eating mizi talked about the outing,heres how it went.

Mizi: eh new years eve we go out ah watch fireworks!!
me & others: can can..anything
Mizi: NO GIRLS AH! its boys night out.
me: eh what boys night out sounds gay sia..
Mizi: no girls lah..
me: no i know ah,no girls..but it sounds gay lah.. what boys night out.. sounds gay sia,what we're all gonna make out or something? lets just call it, 'new years eve outing' ok.. what boys night out..... gay sia.
**silence**
everyone: HAHAHAHA

ahaha... and mizi frickin pushed me while going up the bus steps and I saw oh god.. old woman's uhh..behind.F'ING DISGUSTING MAN WTH!! and that reminds me of hafizah on the steps at bukit timah after the pool incident OMFG OMG. NO NO NO NO NO. I DIDNT SAW THAT :X. im gonna kill him for asking me to faster go up the steps when the old lady is infront of me..:( mmm feeling the sudden urge to go eat at sakae sushi or maybe Seoul Garden or maybe Al-ameen at bukit timah :DD.Last time I went to those 3 places was maybe like a month ago? yeah with Isaac,Yuan Liang,Pei Pei,Wei Jie & Fairuz :). gonna plan something soon with Isaac once school reopens :D.

im feeling totally happy now just cause of me finding that in our maths book ahaha.. previous post got off well but ended up unexpectedly being emo :X.. but not this one!! im keeping this one on track :D!!anyways Chelsea vs Newcastle now and im not watching wth!! ok time for me to watch :). hopefully chelsea win eh! if they dont win im gonna go on a rampage cuz no more excuses now.. Ballack is back playing alongside shevchenko so they BETTER win!!well im off to watch the match. Happy New Year in advance :D!!
Nite ppls :)

Too much of the same stories in our lives. I think its time for change, dont you?

GOALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!! :DD

YEAHH..lost the match but still I scored 2 goals :D..was a little pissed with the midfield ppls not giving me the ball..then when give me the ball I score.. haiya.. see lah! and after the match my big toe had cramp and it bend in like more than 90 degrees angle.. omg like broken toe.. Aidil have the video but he havent uploaded it yet.. SO PAIN MAN! well anyways been working out lately and check this pic out ahaha!! LOOK AT MY ARM :DD Halim says like its like too oversized for me LOL.I think its still abit small so im thinking of making it bigger.. and look at my hair so #@$#$%!## man..Herrizal with long hair beats Herrizal with short hair by a million times.. nvm nvm the next major holiday we'll see the Herrizal with long hair again ahaha.. I call it the 'bruce lee' hair :P.Herrizal with long hair feels good cuz everyone loves him (lol as if..self-praising sia :P) but now Herrizal with short hair..... looks like someone who just got out of boys home LOL :x

anyways Halim still thinks that i edited the pic somehow LOL.. he was like 'WHOAA' when i showed him the pic.. well whatever atleast if im attached in the future I can protect the girl ah.. cheywah! meh..who wants to be attached to herrizal anyways :/. im too picky -.-. always wants the best..who doesnt? :/..then at last his so called 'best' was the worst in history :/.well atleast I dont go for looks now.I go for both ^_^. more on the inside than on the outside...

bah great..typing that reminds me of something that i wanted to share with you guys but always forgot.these few songs really made an impact to me when it was i think sec 2 Cameron Highlands trip. when everyone was sleeping I was at the back of the bus looking outside the window,well pathetically crying silently while it was raining really.I guess thats why i always associate rain with ppl being sad eh? sudden realisation of 'oh my god I ran out of someone's life and I didnt even know it till now..and i love that person so much! oh my god.' and what was supposed to be a fun trip made me go all emo because I realised that I blew a big chance without me even noticing it. and that I cant do anything to redeem myself because it was all over years back,I lost my chance and she probably forgot about me.From what started from 'do you think she'll like you if she saw you like this?' led to 2 years of hell trying to search for her just to see her and talk to her again.im sure everyone remembers how i was back then.. change was for the better,but 'for the better' never came.Listen to the lyrics,it kind of tells about how I felt when I heard it for the first time. Still Frame and Lost Realist just made me sad but Stories(the one in my blog but that version sucks cuz its like live..the original one is better,go search for it on youtube..) and Waiting was like the icing on the cake -_-. jackpot. fucking lyrics man... sad truth. every.single.line. especially the bridge of Stories and the chorus of Waiting. :(

Trapt - Waiting


oh god i cant continue any longer -_-. see lah! i made myself emo again. No use feeling sad unless theres a solution to it.And to think I can waste my time on my ex than to go for someone much much MUCH better.Opportunity thrown to the drain.Worst part is that I know i made a mistake by forgetting about someone but I cant redeem myself for what ive done.I miss the times when we spoke on msn freely.Honestly after that two years and actually finding her after I was going to give up was oh-so-sweet. hah..I just remembered something and its making me laugh :D
'omg are you still tiny?!' sigh..where did the good times go? uhh. im totally in no mood now cuz once again im a fucking asshole thinking about these things again like I do each night before i sleep which will turn out to give me nightmares or make me unable to sleep. fuck. Herrizal is such a fucking dumbass..looks like im gonna be alone for quite some time eh?

well anyways gonna hit vivo or marina on New Years Eve. depends on the ppls who are going.gonna hit the sack now cuz im tired and once again ive made myself emo. beh. pathetic man.. but I cant help it really :/. its too overwhelming for me to totally forget everything.there's just nobody like her,and thats something special that I really love about her. all the effort in a span of 2 years,gone to waste.Moral of the story: dont delay in expressing your feelings to someone even though how terrified you might be. just go for it,even though you think that asking will lead to her hating you(even though i have no fucking idea why hating comes after me asking). worst case scenario,if that happens,it wouldnt hurt as much as it hurts me when i delayed it for too long...5,nearing 6 years this coming Tuesday to be exact.Always cherish the ones that you love,I know I will if i had one.. except for my ex that fucking scumbag piece of shit mother... ok im getting angry HAHA! thats it feel happy Herrizal even though theres nothing to be happy about :).totally changed the initial point of my entry lol..u can see i was happy happy at first.. forgive me about being emo okay? :P

nite guys or eh.. Evening :P. im gonna go SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP. :)

Ballack's Return!! WOO!!

- Ballack's return from Injury = AWESOMENESS.. but in the end 4-4 draw against Aston Villa.well atleast Sheva scored 2,alex scored 1 and Ballack scored 1. Sheva + Ballack = :DDD
- imeem being a bitch and putting 30 sec for songs that i really want to put here.. argh
- Herrizal is very smart to eat the WHOLE ferrero rocher choc that was given to him in 40 mins..and then the next day, SORETHROAT -_-..nice.. real nice. keep up the good work -_-''..
- Friday morning got soccer match against not sure who.. debating on whether I wanna risk me getting dark or not.. lol especially when im fair like hell now.. except for today.
- i cut my hair and my self esteem is so low that i can........ ah it'll grow back.besides,it will look good in 2 weeks time. WHICH WILL SEEM LIKE FOREVER.well,atleast i look like sheva when he has short hair ahaha.. positivenessism! :D
- my arm is quite ok now :D. those work out sessions are starting to pay off! need more buffing to do..
- work out work out work out eat eat eat think think think sleep sleep sleep.

seriously im just being totally random right now so yeah here you go,shortest entry of all.
nite & sweet dreams ppls! :)

Merry Christmas ppls!! :)

before i start anything i'd like to mention this before anything else.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU PPLS :DD

yeah yeah even though im not celebrating im getting presents all over ahaha..thanks to mom's colleagues..CHOCOLATE!! FERRERO ROCHÉ!! **spasm** more came after that pic was taken and i got even more presents ahaha.. im sure everyone or mostly everyone received my message right? lol funny story really..i wanted to send to all then i realised something, ALMOST sent to some people who i really despise and got bad history with me..cheating scoundrel :X stupid shika.knn the thought of it makes me pissed..lucky i didnt message her lol phew whatever.. atleast i sent it to people who I dont hate at all :D ok so the jamming that day was alright I guess but if put aside Jack literally screaming at everyone including himself it'll be better :P. I got shout at at one time cuz i sang the line wrong :P.. big 'oops' LOL. so we were walking home and jack was like 'eh dont walk here ah i kena whack here'.. so we explained to Halim what happened even the paramore stuff and as usual,he has issues with paramore or something..

Halim: the thing is,dont walk in dark places alone and dont listen to ur mp3 in this type of place
Jack: yeah i was listening to paramore..
Halim: dont listen to songs ESPECIALLY PARAMORE in these places.. see i told you paramore is bad.. its paraSOL
me: what in the hell is paraSOL?? what you have against paramore man :/.
Halim: see paramore is so bad,that jack kena whack. see lah i told you already paramore is no good..because of paramore he kena whack. plus the singer looks like a bimbo also.
me: fuck off ah she where got bimbo..stop blaming the music and tell me what the hell is paraSOL?!

so it went on and on about how stupid paramore was etc etc (as usual) and i couldnt care less either AHAHA.too tired to make him pissed :P..so sat down and talked about stuff..from guitar octaves to what i would want to name my child in the future when i get married AHAHA to girl's PMS :X. took pics to show off our guitars too..lol weird sia take out guitar on those hall downstairs thingy.. and yeah i always wanted to name my daughter (if i do have in the future), Julie Estelle..Nice right?! or maybe something like Claire..dunno how those 2 names somehow came to my mind..but the Julie Estelle is a good name so hopefully i do get a daugther in the future AHAHA ahead planning seh... :P yeah so Halim wasnt exactly sure what PMS was and he ask bio student who talks crap alot so... i said this. :D

"Once every month, a PMSing woman turns into a dog-like creature like a werewolf capable only of eating, sleeping, barking, annoying the neighbors, and leaving messes that she expects you to clean up.There's a time in the month when a woman gets super human strength, moodswings and becomes extremely cranky and annoying.If you have a girlfriend and suddenly she becomes extremely annoying and angry at you when you did nothing wrong at all, that must mean shes going through a PMS.If she is having a period, prepare for her to become an insensitive piece of shit that annoys you until your head explodes, and the worst of it is that you will have to forgive her about that because shes having a goddam period."

Only because its true :P.. AHAHA. ok enough of the bullshit.. yes thats for the guys out there who dont know whats up with your girlfriend if shes all suddenly moody.. please dont be a jerk and be mean to her okay cuz then she'll just be a bigger bitch to you :).other than that,this also MAY happen to you :P

Girl: I hate you!
Boy: What did I do?
Girl: Oh my god, I love you!
Boy: What?

other than that,if shes just being angry at ya most of the times,my guess is that shes just being plain ol' mean.BOTTOM LINE: if shes having PMS,better start running :(.. you know to think of it..we guys need some warning sign or something when a girl gets PMS so we can get a headstart on running away AHAHA..ok dont do that thats just mean.. ok i feel weird talking about PMS during Xmas so yeah hahaa im gonna skip that part :P dadadada i dont feel like going any further. OH YEAH! my mom introduced me this song from an indo band called peterpan.. yeah i know i dont exactly listen to indo songs that much but its amazing ah really good song. i heard the song but when finding the youtube video to post is here,the video is even better :P. except for the fight scene,amateurs.. ok so anyways even if you dont understand what the hell the song means,the video kinda links to the song..ok scratch that,the video links to the song like hell. anyways you ppls will love it :D.. time for me to show u ppls how indo's really look like :P good song! enjoy guys!! maybe i should change the song in my blog soon eh..well we'll see how CHOCOLATE TIME!! WOOO!! lets see how fast i can finish em all :D. do check out the video alright, nite ppls :)

Peterpan - Tak Bisakah

ahhh holy sheet!! mua gots zé ulcerrr

omg. first of all MY ULCER ******* hurts like a son of a...... just HURTS!! !@#$%^..
didnt sleep for like 24 hours and counting now. uhh.. and i got jamming in 3 or 4 hours time. Affie dropped by my house last night at around 9 plus nearing 10 :D..taught her some basic stuff of how to play the guitar but didnt have enough time ah..but atleast she learnt a couple of things.. so its no loss :)

Jamming in 3-4 hrs time + 24 hours of not sleeping + ulcer + lots of thoughts = me going crazy soon weeeeeeee.. **knocks head**. cant sleep yesterday cuz had to learn 'whatsername - greenday' cuz jack ask me to play the lead and sing it while he play drums. dont get me wrong i love the song,its good and it fits my voice if I sing it but dont tell me last minute ah.. :(. we had like this choice of songs like everyone get to pick what song they wanna play.. i wanna play either pieces by sum 41 or my heroine,jack wants to play whatsername,halim wants to play....... some weird ass song that its very hard for me to sing. halim listens to weird songs man.. :} ahaha he'll probably kill me if he read that.Mizi cant come for this week cuz he got work so yeah only 3 ppl.

randomness: im getting fairer day by day YAY!! finally getting back to my original skin colour before i played soccer. everyone seems to agree that im getting whiter each week :D..like white like chinese ah! serious! and I owe that all to my lovely mom :). THANK YOU FOR BEING INDO-CHINESE!! my dad ah..different story on skin colour..lol.. lucky for me and sis,we follow mom's skin so we're fair..bad thing for bro cuz he follow dad's skin.. boohoo :P

well im pretty much swaying left and right while typing this..too tired..i have to atleast get some rest.but before that i wanna talk about something funny and freaky :/. the 2 girls working at the bubble tea store is getting freakier everytime i go buy :(((.flirt for the first time ok ah i keep quiet wah then now give free bubbletea.. ok well except for the free bubbletea part,thats good :P but kns no need to touch me ah.. WHAT IS THIS?!! eee freaky ah..it just gets irritating and well..FREAKY!! remind me not to go buy bubble tea for atleast a few days.. safety precautions :P.
man got raped by lady before u know.. MAN u know MAN!! You know ANOT?!!

cheywahhh **dead tone**.. i gotta sleep now guys.. or else im gonna sound like a robot later..i'll update later or something if i have the energy to alright guys,and ill try to take pics too :P. wish me luck! :D..hopefully I dont get scared everytime i try to sing to ppl.... :(.

ps salihah on my tagboard,everyone loves paramore :D!! i love paramore too! HAHA! :D. paramore is gooood

let us SCREAM,aim and FIRE!

hey guys :)... sry if i havent been updating but its either im too busy,too tired,too emo or just cant be bothered to update haha.. well my days have not been really productive..well its half-half really ah like so-so equal like that ah.. see im not even talking sense -_-.. too tired ahh..but i shall update this for you ppls okay? :). hey atleast im trying ok?! :D just got back from helping Halim shop for some formal clothes for his new job so tired..so i may be talking crap real soon. but ill make this post a long one just cuz i feel like it :D. oh yeah check this awesome pic of the clouds i took few days ago.1 word. BEAUTIFUL.

lets see where to start..ok N lvls. 7 points okay lah i guess. got A1 for english,same with Maria ahaha yay!,A2 for Humanities (yeah ahahaha finally mr siva's stockpile of notes is doing me good),b4 for others. i would've been happier if i got another a2 then atleast 5 points or something. but i guess 7 points is good.besides,7 IS a lucky number :P. Gonna miss the ppls who didnt get to go to sec 5 :(. but whatever happens we'll still be in contact with each other and i hope they dont mix around the wrong ppls in ITE :(. looks like im not gonna sing in class with anul again..sigh. :(.

Jet & Anul(chick magnet ahaha) good friends for 4 years.

Khair and Anul :D.

sho stressed out and jet couldnt give a fuck about things AHAHAH

bah looking at the bright side,atleast got kamal,khair,isaac,,johnson,jasvinny,raudhah,wanjun,maria,natasya,raizal and the others still going to sec 5 :D. that means our sec 5 badge is not gonna be lame yay! hahaha.. atleast still got some people who can DEFINATELY make it fun for the ppls who get to sec 5 :D. speaking of which..our next year's sec 4 badge is SO LAME OMG. wth man. Im gonna kill them if theyre gonna ruin our prom with their lame-ness.ok not all of them but MOST of them.haha i got pissed at mrs chua at the wrong timing lol. ever heard a student shouting and cursing at like 6 teachers cuz they told him that he has to pay 240 bucks at the FINAL minute to receive his results? yep.thats me.i was already pissed about some other things the night before(previous entry) and then this was it.lol.cannot tahan anymore so yeah i snapped.best thing is,DM was there too but he just kept his mouth shut while i go scold everyone there ahaha.been a long since i was THAT pissed.felt good woo.but why lah WHY! why must EVERYONE run away from me when im pissed.its either everyone doesnt talk to me or just try to stay away from me when im pissed?!. wth! lol.i was pissed at mrs chua but not pissed at you guys mah..so no need to worry if i explode infront of you if you tease me just a little bit..even though that happened before :x

Jack playing BF2! :D. beats the hell out of DOTA for sure.

well the ppls who know me well kind of agree that i get pissed rarely but when i do,its really bad ahaha.ok well then skip skip to today.woke up at around 5am and went to play LAN with jack & Halim :X cause me and jack wanted to 'relive the glory days' of us being total geeks and just playing games all day long AHAHAHA. never told u ppls that huh? no wonder we kind of know how the ppls who are addicted to gaming feels like...cuz we were worse than them once! atleast 6-8 hours of gametime per day and longest for me was like 14 hours straight of playing. so we decided to play from 5am to 1pm. 8 hours :P. BF2 is the best game ever oh and CS:Source too! they beat the hell out of dota. Realistic War is much MUCH better than cartoony war which makes no sense :P.besides we love to see blood splatter and kill people again and again just to piss ppl off till they give up so yeah :D. as usual Halim came late..expected. he came around 8 and we just couldnt be fucked to say anything that will try to make him come on time..lol.

anyways jack was assaulted and robbed last week while he was walking home from work :/. so sad man.he said he was listening to paramore shiok already then out of nowhere these 2 guys just started beating him and try to steal his phone,wallet etc.he kena whack so hard got scars all over his face :/.so sad man..can still see his face still got wounds that got abit of blood on it.. :S.eee.worst thing is he got like phobia of going home alone now and I must send him home everytime we go out -_-.sad man..i hope those 2 guys get hit by a car or something.he also say like he saw the 2 guys faces and like can tell they take drugs.scary eh...sad thing for him :/.i wish those guys who robbed him got run over by a truck or something.. those fuckers deserve to die.

on a much lighter note,typing that just now reminds me of a funny convo between me and Halim on the phone few days back. Paramore is awesome ok?!
Halim: eee they playing paramore on the radio now..so lame sia paramore.
me: EH WHAT LAME?! u got listen or not?!
Halim: I no need to listen I can tell its lame ah..
me: You never listen then u say lame.. you lame ah. hence your name HA-LAME. it runs in your blood.Paramore is good okay?!
Halim: fuck off ah. **puts down phone**

AHAHAHAHAHA im so mean :X.but well he deserves it! thats what you get when you diss a band that I like..especially if its good!! :P.tmr i think im gonna clean my room cuz it looks like a pig sty.heh,i can say im officially a pig now :D. i sleep at weird times and my room is a total pig sty. so im a pig! :D.heh pig.. im frickin nocturnal too lol.sleep at 8am wake up at 8-9pm.. ahaha ok ima leave u guys with BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE'S NEW SONG from the coming album 'Scream,aim,FIRE!'. this new song has a 'metallica' feel to it so if u like any song by metallica,you'll love this song..Matt is still putting his legs wide open while playing the guitar but he cant scream that much now..problems with his throat and got operation for it :(((..ahaha i realise something..most of my entry titles have been either song titles or song lyrics so far.. weird. HAHA!
so let us SCREAM,aim and FIRE..as the death toll grows Higher!

>i feel so happy now for no reason ahaha..and im totally forgetting what i said in my last entry.maybe i was just pissed...but not now :D.Christmas is coming in 4 days? so Merry Christmas in advance everyone :). hopefully santa claus will bring you ppl presents k? :D. nite guys :).im gonna collapse on my bed now weeeeeeeeee..

keep bending, he wont possibly snap!

ugh.. totally bad mood now. what the fucking hell man all i wanted to say was sorry and to apologise for all the shit that ive caused.. All i got was someone being a total ass. oh so its wrong now for someone to apologise or what? to a point where I cant even fucking apologise..now thats just plain fucking degrading.apparently its wrong to just be friends ah knn.. yeah this is me,fucking pissed off. Its like im trying to be friendly but someone's actions arent exactly making me go friendly. and I dont wanna lose a very good friend either,if you know what i fucking mean. which is why im trying to do this. Its not often that i gather up my courage and really say what i mean to her. like WTF, its not like im asking her to say yes,im actually apologising.. DOES IT LOOK LIKE IM TRYING TO GET HER TO SAY YES RIGHT NOW?!.. now if that was a normal person,i wouldnt give a flying fuck and literally take my shoe and throw at the face.. but this is kinda like a special friend. ok chill herrizal..relax... oh god i FUCKING HATE being pissed off. and i Dont wanna do something i'll regret like shit later on..so many choices,each with its own pro's and con's. yet i still think thats too harsh for her.. why would I wanna say harsh things that will piss off and hurt a friend so bad that she'll hate me forever?especially if she is a good friend and all. its not like ive been treated like rubbish right.. riiiiiiight.. yeah thats it.

ARGH.now i dont wanna piss/hurt anyone especially her but things are just pissing me off so bad.its like we can settle this in a peaceful way but nooooo~ lets do this in a way that in the end,we both end up hating each other.. ARGH.fucking retarded..so pissed right now.. weird thing is before that, Milan won 4-2 at the world club cup FINALS. AFTER 'that' happened, Liverpool fucking lost against Man Utd. Torres couldnt score for shit. Chelsea lost against Arsenal. Sheva couldnt score for shit too. fucking hell. tell them to kick their own balls cuz they fucking suck too. oh god.

keep on bending someone,no matter how strong/persistent he is,eventually he'll snap..fucking right to the core. sometimes i wonder,why am i so friendly to ppl at times.. so close to snapping right now.. sigh.

edit:11am now. well atleast i got my point across yesterday.. feel so much better now. all i said to her was the truth. no lies. sigh.. its all up to her really if she wanna end few years of friendship just like that. Ive done enough and more than enough so now theres nothing I can do so its all up to her.. im not gonna take my results while being angry or with a clouded mind ok so all the best for ur N lvl results guys :)

the great sewer adventures of 'ball'

HAHA im in very happy mood i dunno why.. even though im sick :/ I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE JESSICA ALBA IS PREGNANT WTF?!..cannot be cannot........ my dreams have been shattered.. like wth man.. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!.. sigh.. keep dreaming Herrizal,eventually you'll get there.. ahaha played soccer with mizi's friends yesterday.. woooo nice nice. I still have my touch :D.. Not rusty but i just lost stamina..other than that im still alright and it was raining when we played soccer and I dont know why, when rain comes i just get energetic :P. ok so the rain get heavier than we had to take shelter under some blocks and then while waiting for the rain to stop, Mizi's GREAT idea to play soccer near the drain when its raining heavily. the ball went INSIDE the sewers and we all had to search for it lol.. like open the hatch and put our heads inside to see if the ball is there.. i blame Mizi for this :P.. DAMN SMELLY YOU KNOW! plus it was raining so the current inside was quite strong.. :/ heres the vid of the FIRST ball drop. credits to Salihuddin for taking the vid and Isa for uploading it :)



such a hassle -_-.. but then i dunno whos the wise guy who go kick the ball JUST after that video is done and it fell into the drain AGAIN lol.this time the ball didnt get stuck we had to chase for the ball -_-. This time also i blame mizi(again) for his 'sakit lah perut aku'.. apparently his stomach got painful when the ball got close -_-.. wth lol.



in the end everyone smelled like old socks and longkang cuz of this incident.Who knew what got in to the sewers?Just look at the colour of the water!!Shit,pee..... omg no no. Again I blame mizi for this :P. ahahah then mizi was talking about this girl in his school they like to make fun of. its like she has overlaying layers of fats on her neck and it looks like six-pack. LOL. i can imagine :X. ahaha so have u guys ever wondered when u buy bubble tea,how the auntie will ask you if u want pearl of not? superb pronounciation man. this happened few weeks ago when I was going out with Carmen and some other people.

bubble tea auntie: Strawberry Ice-Blended. PER or no PER? (its pearl but say it as the word 'per' than u know what i mean)
me: no PER no PER.
bubble tea auntie: no Per ah?
me: ya ya No PER ah! no PER!
Carmen: why are you talking like an idiot? ahahaha
then the auntie damn malu LOL!! AHAHAH.

ahaha.. funny stuffs. went to help mom with her stuff just now till about 12 then I decided to go to my Aunt's house at gombak yay!! Mom had to meet my dad at JP cuz they wanna 'walk around' but she didnt know i go to my aunts house so yeah :P. slept for awhile then watch ppl play soccer for awhile..then off to home :D. been awhile since ive met my aunt anyways so I gave her 10 bucks just cause I feel like it :PPP. eh Herrizal is Generous OK? :D.. HAHAHA then something funny as hell happened while taking the train home. saw this 2 ok la quite cute chinese girls in the train with their BF's.. the girls was pretty,the 2 guys were typical ah-beng.. lol.. THATS NOT THE FUNNY PART! so i was listening to my mp3 while i saw these 2 girls smiling at me,then when i look at them with a 'huh?' look,they giggle. then they did the same thing again for like 2-3 times.. then u know what.. apparently the 2 guys saw what was happening and they give the typical bengbeng or mat rep look. LOL. i laughed like hell when that happened. fucking pathetic lol.. sigh..some ppl.. :P. im not the kind of guy who would steal their gf's away lah.. lol worry so much.. ok la i dont blame them for being protective but just dont give me the matrep/bengbeng stare ah AHAHAH. it makes ur image drop :P.

ok im sick. fever and i dunno whats wrong with my stomach.. been puking for like 3-4 times for today only.. lets hope its not serious like that time.. wth.eh i dont wanna go hospital again ah...... dont want dont want.. scary lah that place at night. tmr maybe got jamming so im gonna end it early :P. plus Asian Idol coming.. Vote for Hadi or Mike ah! cuz hes Indo! MIKE! :P

nite ppls :)

This is me Dying in your Arms.

Jessica Alba is PREGNANT?!

omg.. Cash Warren is the luckiest guy ever. EVER. omg omg.. im telling you right now alot of guys are crying in one corner cuz Jessica Alba is pregnant ahahaha. including me. :X.. looks like Cash Warren is living the dream of thousands of guys out there hahaha.. sigh.. keep on dreaming Herrizal.. :'(. eventually you'll get there.......... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. :'(.

so im absolutely bored at 4am so here I am playing the guitar..I can play Dying in Your Arms by Trivium now ^_^.. well atleast most of it.. lol. im still learning the others parts of the song and so far its going good. anyways Halim just bought his flying V guitar and Jack suggested that we go jamming on sunday..then sunday it is!! hopefully I get to sing until the day i die :).. i really wanna sing that song lah! but that wont happen until some ppl learn this song so i can sing it :P.. but from what i understand we'll be playing like sum 41 songs so yay i can sing :D. used to singing sum 41 songs anyways :).. CHEYWAHH aahahahaha..been a while since i used that word :P
I HAVE to show this to you ppls. this is sent to me by Stan,seriously check this out.funny.really really funny. its a prank like 100 people randomly go charge at people AHAHA. funny reactions!




- For the 1st and 2nd guys, they shout: "Here comes the tsunami!!" (tsunami da!)
- For the 3rd guy they shout: "it's that guy!!" (aitsu da!)
- Nothing for the 4th guy
- Last scene: "Heads up! (danger)" (abunai!)

I realised something just now when i was looking at the mirror.. im whiter now HAHAHA.yay..a month plus of not playing soccer..:). tmr gonna go play soccer with mizi's friends so i think that'll be a blast..if i STILL have my touch.. :X anyways jack told me about him being drunk (again) and talking what crap when he was tipsy on the phone with his girl.. and like his girl says the words were hurtful or something and shes pissed at him.. well that was the EXACT reason why i dont want to drink anymore...aiya when will the guy learn.. its like you hurt people while you're happily being drunk and besides it kills my liver anyway..no moreee..I dont wanna be in that situation in the future :). besides,im pretty sure you girls hate it when ur guy gets drunk and goes all crazy when talking to you.. right? :P. Halim is the WORST guy to call and talk with.. seriously.. he'll f'ing play the guitar when your talking to him and like he'll reply once every 30 secs with 4-5 words.. like this:

me: so yeah,tell me more about ur new guitar ahaha.. is it good?
**30 secs of guitar**
him: yeah.
me: so tell me more about it?
**30 secs of guitar**
him: its quite good.
me: how so lah?!
**30 secs of guitar**
him: i dunno.. it just is.
**30 secs of guitar**
me: Will you stop playing your guitar,damn irritating you know.
him: uh.<= wtf? lol
**30 secs of guitar**
me: knn
**puts down phone** HAHAH. he did call back though.. to say sorry.. LOL. see it worked :D

one of these days im gonna call him and turn on overdrive on my amp..then purposely play it so damn loud when hes talking just to piss him off.IM GONNA DO IT! :DD... i feel like playing pool really..haha the last time i played pool was about like weeks ago with razak...been awhile already..i taught him good though :D. he's doing pretty good for a guy who got taught within 1 day.. :DDD see im a good teacher :)..i'd be more than happy to help if u dunno how to/lousy at playing pool :P. CHEYWAHH.
well im still very worried for kiko and i dunno whats going on with him.. last time sis called,she said she took kiko to the vet but she hasnt called to tell me what the vet said so im very worried for kiko..i really hope he's alright. :( being paralyzed on all 4 legs for a dog is ok... right? its not that bad...i think :/ i love that cute lil guy so much.. please be alright boy..

I think I can, can I think, then I think I can.

haha alot of things happened yesterday and im just lazy to update :P.. Mizi came by my house around 3 and he was surprised that i was still sleeping ahaha.. First thing is when he entered my house he wanted to go straight to the guitar :). im telling you, hes in love with my guitar ahahahaha..he kept saying how its design was nice and the sound was good :).. i slept for awhile then decided to play my acoustic while i let him play my electric guitar. we learned lots of songs in 1 day ahaha.he taught me trivium - dying in your arms and more!!.. hes still laughing about me doing the 'pac man' sounds with my guitar ahaha.. it seriously sounds THE SAME as pacman. u know pacman the game? yeah that pacman. then we decided to learn Until the day I die,the song in my blog :DDD and lots more haah..i perfected the intro already and he took video of it. :). im too lazy to upload the video on youtube.. but ill do it sometime later.sang 'pieces - sum 41' while he played the guitar ahaha.. im learning misery business by paramore now :):). the intro abit tricky but so far so good.. talked about lots of stuff,he then gave me some advice haha.. guess what i found out about him? he ALSO doesnt wanna marry malay HAHAHAHA. looks like we're on the same page.. haha.. later i'll ask jack see whats his reaction. Indo guys dont wanna marry malay ah hahaha... hes a great guy really.


Soccer time :P (seriously, see this.)
Watch the highlights to this match,AC Milan vs Shakhtar Donetsk.BEST.MATCH.EVER. This match made me scream like every 5 mins cuz its 90 mins of action.Superb performance by Kaká,Gilardino and Seedorf. Watch kaká's superb counter attack starting from 43 secs. Seriously that guy is faster with the ball than without :| see his superb teamwork with gilardino that tricked 3 players. not 1 but 3!! haha hear the crowd scream when he does the trick at 48 secs.. i literally went 'WOOOOOOOOOOOWWW' when i saw that live ahahaha. it would've been the goal of the season if that went in..





his pace,speed and ball control is so f'ing good..hes turning out to be like how shevchenko was in Milan 5 years ago. see the clip when its 2:58. Look at his run that passed 2 defenders ahha. but what really stole the show was seedorf's superb goal at 3:20 and his SWEET SWEET SWEEEEET goal at 3:48. fucking amazing ahaha.. words cannot describe how amazing that goal was :P.. This is the exact reason why AC Milan is the champions league champions for last season. pure genius in football. And no dont tell me C.Ronaldo is better than kaká. that guy looks like a faggot and he has to showboat to get past people. all kaká has to do is just RUN and best thing is,kaka is also skilled :D.Kaká looks much MUCH better than C.Ronaldo anyways :P :P. Besides what was the score last season when AC Milan met Man Utd in the semi finals? :D? 3-0!!

ahah see i told you i was devoted to Milan :P..ahaha..i wish S'pore played like Milan. S'pore's team is so pathetic i tell you. :X. well its just true! see! they lost to thailand 3-0. nice. all 3 goals were total defense failures..sigh. i give up on s'pore lah haha.. MILAN!!!! feeling quite bland really today.. nothing to look forward to,nothing to do,nothing to be happy for :/. I can say im a little lonely these days haha.. with nothing to do or look forward to,it gets booooooooooring..
so me and my mom sent my bro to his NS(police) just now and something funny happened HAHAHA.

bro: you take care of yourself ok?
me: stop acting as if your going to iraq to fight the war or something, you're gonna come back on friday..
**silence**
bro: ...... ass!!

HAHAHA im just mean :P. well i got nothing really exciting to talk about so i think ima end it here.i shall learn more paramore songs for now :D.enjoy the last days of your holidays cuz next tuesday is Judgement Day for the ppls who took N lvls. nite guys :)

edit: ok so my sis called just now and he said my dog,kiko is sick :(.. not alot of people know I have a dog in the states.its one of my secrets but thats not the point. she said his legs are like paralyzed or something and he cant move..and he hasnt been really active since few days ago...my sis is taking him to the vet soon but im just worried about him.. hes already 4 years old but I dunno..i love him so much :(.. sigh i was such in a good mood then this had to happen :(. its not fair.the last time he accidentally ate chocolate and nearly died cuz you know dogs cant eat chocolate,i couldnt sleep for 2 days.. im just afraid i'll lose him.im feeling so down right now.. i just love him so much. worst thing is,hes at the other side of the world.I cant even hug him or see him.. :(((((((((. i miss the times when he used to sleep at my feet,times when he would watch tv with me,times when i felt really down and he was always there to cheer me up and how he loves to put his head out of the car window when my sis is driving.I miss his funny smell.. haha.. how hes afraid of vacuum cleaners and how protective he was for the toy that i gave him..i miss him so much :(. I just hope he'll be ok.. it just feels so wrong that I cant see him... somebody cheer me up :/.

Happy Bday :D

HAPPY BDAY HERRIZAL :D

Chelsea won 2-0 yesterday.. guess who scored? Andriy Shevchenko!! SHEVAAAAAA!! but thats not the highlight of the evening.. its, CRAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBBBBB... **spasm**. OMG OMG OMG so my parents treat me,my bro and his gf for dinner tonight.. GOOD FOOD I TELL YOU. Chilli Crab, prawn covered in oats,that fish with the pineapple in the mouth but taste damn nice.. ahaha.. damn nice! the chilli crab was excellent :).Its to celebrate my bday,bro going to NS and shasha's bday too cuz hers is coming like in 7 days? :) you wont believe what she got from my parents :|. shes lovely lah haha my bro is lucky to have a girl like that.. and our family loves her too so i think she deserves it.. my parents have something special for either their daughter OR their son's lovely girlfriend ahaha.. damn i feel left out :x HAHA..

PRAWNNN.. OMG OMG OMG

looking at this pic is making me drool right now..

trust me his taste is better than his looks. :D



I cant get enough of the PRAAAAAWNSSSSS.

she got like this diamond ring which ive been told is quite costly.. not sure how much but mom said its around like 300+ or something. oh and she got this necklace too... FOR A BDAY PRESENT WTH?! ok i shouldnt get jealous cuz i already got my guitar :D. Besides the food was excellent so whatever.. :P. im telling you my parents have this 'thing' for seeing either their daughter or their son's girl being totally happy.like for example,if the girl makes my bro happy like hell and my parents see that,they'll make the girl be f'ing happy in return.. LIKE MY SIS AH.. tell me Who the HELL gets a 15 thousand dollar wedding ring. not fair man. and she says im spoiled. shurr.... well im not sure i think my bro is getting married to shasha probably next year or the year after.. looks like im gonna be all alone lah haha.. i guess my turn to get married is LOOOOOOOOONG from now hahaha and thats good! i think. :/. I CAN wait,dont worry :). ahahaha.. i'll just wait till i get married and see whos the lucky girl ahaha.. I dont wanna marry malay ah..i just dont wanna :x.. multi-racial is goooood. if only i can see in the future who im getting married to :P.. skali hot ah wah.. :X HAHAHAHAHAH ok fine.. plus kind,cute,random in a very cute way,forgiving but not too forgiving,talented,funny,caring,sweet,understanding and most of all trustworthy :) Happy now? :P that's what i hope i get :).. ahah thats almost impossible cause nobody is THAT perfect. everybody has their flaws,even me :/

alright looks like its gonna be my bday in a few hours time.. time to put all the bad things behind. those times when i was angry,pissed,disappointed,sad,crushed etc etc. I could recap whatever thats happened that made me feel like this but i think its too painful for me to type it out. besides, new year for me :). and im in a spastic mood now cuz of the food just now.. haha.. so lets see whos first to wish me happy bday in time :). friendster is being a bitch tonight haha.. i bet you im not gonna get more than 10 bday wishes. SERIOUS! because ppl dont know :P. ahaah.. im in the mood to be absolutely lazy now and just lay down and my bed and think about stuff...im gonna recap about whats happened so far this year so i think im gonna end it here :). nite ppls and Happy Bday to me in advance! :D

almost perfect..but just 1 little thing to make it a memorable one: if only you knew.

edit: HAPPY BDAY TO ME :D.. so its 230am now.first one to message me was Jack HAHAHA.. :) thx for the wishes guys :). im playing the guitar and singing to the sky now :D.

whats mine is yours and yours is mine so take me away~

YEAH YEAH!! bought my guitar yay hahaha.. been playing with it since :D.. checked out Ibanez models but i thought ESP was better.. ESP has more 'heavier' sounds than ibanez and plus im more of an all rounder guy so i picked ESP.. ibanez has ugly designs :/. the design is awesome and the sound on ESP is much better also :).. This guitar is awesome haha been playing some enter sandman,tears dont fall,smoke on the water etc on it :). suits really well especially if you want to play those heavy heavy songs from bands like metallica,BFMV,Escape the Fate,In flames,etc etc. works well with others but suits perfectly if you wanna play rock/metal :)!! alright i hereby announce this guitar to be my 2nd love HAHAHAHA. :) love it like a fat boy loves cake.

Hahahaha.. My bday is ALMOST perfect. just hoping 'some' people know its my bday :). dont be like halim ah!!
halim: eh i getting my pay on the 10th. Woo! buying the Flying V guitar. the 10th is what day ah?
me: the 10th is my bday.
halim: really ah? lie lah where got ur bday..if today is.. OK 10th is on tuesday.yay i get my guitar
me: its on a monday.
Halim: TUESDAY LAH!! you anyhow only.
me: Monday lah!! You think i dunno when my bday is ah? the 10th of december is on monday.
Halim: dont lie lah its on tuesday lah!
**after awhile**
Halim: haha want to lie to me.. I check already ah!
me: (-_-'') ok fine.. whatever lah. **whispers to self: idiot.. -_-**

(blogger seems to be weird today in font sizes :S)
ahaha.. almost perfect.. i'll be the happiest guy for the day if 'some' people realises its my bday and atleast wish me happy bday :). been awhile since ive been happy for my bday anyways.. last time i got a present was like what 5? years ago :(. sad truth haha.. but its not gonna happen this year :D... cant believe i actually got a present this year :DDD. only thing left is just happy bday wishes.. wee!!! so far only haaziq and Natasya already wished me happy bday in advance :D. Natasya''s one is expected one :PPP.. NOW I KNOW WHY. :P. alamak... :S. ok ok a wish only should be enough :). not expecting anything more.. but i just wish that some people actually wished me happy bday :/.. i'll be the happiest guy really.. ahaha.. ok ok should stop it now :P

im starting to miss Markham,todd,miles,doug,rone,edwa,kieshia,katie,marcis,Joho,chani,silke,mitch and the others :(((.. I miss how they would call me the 'crazy asian' :D.. I miss edwa's awesome mexican accent and chani's sexy voice ahahah.. I miss todd and Markham calling miles a woman cuz he bitches about EVERYTHING alot ahaha.. i miss black's impersonation of arnold schwarzenegger ahaha..'take my hand if u want to live!', 'GET TO DA CHOPPA'.. ahah his voice suits perfectly. I miss how Markham would tell me to move to Michigan not Houston. I miss Zol :(. I miss how rone would tease me about how village-gy S'pore is like and how i would say Canada is like US junior.. I miss todd's 'KAKAKA YEAH I DO COCAINEEEE' impersonation ahaha.. I miss how doug would tell me that I have A.D.D(a sickness) because i forget things easily.I miss silke's swedish accent ahah.. but most importantly i miss silke's, 'If i was gay,i'd fuck me. yeah..why?because im hot' AHAHAHAHAHA.. miss them so much :(.. you guys have no idea who they are right? :P.. lets just say most of them are ang-moh's who are really close to me :).. great friends they are.

i think i should go get my nap now :D.. and....
we're OFF TO NEVER NEVER LAND.

edit:ok so i promised to update after my nap.. pics of my guitar added :).. ahaha turns out my little nap became a long sleep.. woke up at 5pm :P.. stop calling me and asking me to go out lah.. haha.. even though its a saturday u know how lazy i get nowadays :P... i think i just can rot at home.. no money already how to go out :/. besides theres alot of reasons for me to stay at home :P. new guitar,rain,totally no mood to go out just feel like eating yoghurt and being a lazybum all day long, i wanna be fat. :P.. bro going to NS on tuesday so that means I HAVE THE HOUSE FOR MYSELF WOOOOOOO.. ehhehe weeeeee. wait actually means im alone at times :|. aiya.. not fun ah. should enjoy myself as much cuz N lvls results coming.. but only thing now making me happy is my guitar :DDD. I LOVE IT SO MUCH :D. kk i'll make a new entry later on its only 856pm now.. i got lots of things to say but got EPL so must watch my Chelsea :D..

Forza MILAN!!!!!!!!!

so its 830 pm now and im watching AC Milan vs Celtic match.. so far its 0-0.. half time so theres time to update ahaha.. its been raining the whole time today but best thing is i woke up at 1pm! yay :D.. feel like playing soccer yada yada i'll update more when the match is over.. 45 more mins! :P BRB!

edit: YAY HAHAHAHA SEE I TOLD U PPLS! AC Milan WON!! 1-0 Courtesy of Fillipo Inzaghi woo!! it could've easily been like what 3-0?.. Inzaghi missed an open goal cause he thought it was offside and kaka ran from one side to the other and ALMOST scored :|.. very very bad for gattuso though he got whacked on the head and he fainted aiyo.. plus gattuso is one of the key players for Milan so.. aiyo :(.. but i hope he gets better. good teamwork by kaka and Cafu! both brazilians.. Ronaldo should get back from his injury so there will be 3 Brazilians in Milan playing yay :D :D.. i mean fat ronaldo not the one from portugal. hahahaha im so devoted to Milan since i was young :D.. from shevchenko was there till he left for chelsea. I like how italians play football haha.. they play football like they make their pasta & pizza's.. good,nice and unique.. ok im just being lame hahaha.. besides I cant forget it when Italy made Germany go out of the 2006 world cup. grr.

Who says that Kaká is the only handsome person in Milan after Shevchenko left HUH?! ok apparently i did but suprisingly look at who came out of the bench and played.. 'Yoann Gourcuff!!'.. ahaha my mom was just at the right time when she saw this guy in tv.. and she was like 'wah whos that.. so handsome!' trust me hes damn handsome!! and he plays well too.. here i'll post some pics of him.

Hahaha handsome right?he looks better in TV though so go check out Milan's matches :P :P haha im not gay ok :S.. i just look up to people who look good..ok maybe thats a little naive BUT still hes handsome :P.. should be easy for him to get women.. :X nothing happening much at home really cause its raining and its either im lazy to go out,cant play soccer cause its raining OR im still asleep when everyone is awake.. haha i should go out to exercise or something these days.. probably gonna play soccer with the guys cause i wanna make new record for our longest winning streak :D.. from 230pm to 630pm play never lost.. well until 630 anyways BUT that was awesome :D. played till both of my legs can just drop out cause of cramps.. ahaha.. i really wish one day i get to go to Italy and watch Milan play at the San Siro!! woo!! scratch that,if i get to go to their training or even shake hands with either Kaká or Shevchenko, i'll die in peace :DDDD.

Seriously.. haha well this week couldnt get any sweeter.. although some little bad shit happening here and there.. the build up to my bday is ALMOST perfect.. just the guitar and people remembering thats it.. eh to think of it,i dont think 'she' even knows my bday :S. it'll be amazing if she did though but... i cant expect that to happen.. thats just wishful thinking heh.. i guess.

ps: carmen,About my previous post.. ACCIDENTS HAPPEN!! i really thought that rabbits could dig back up from the sand :((((. serious.
nite ppls :).. FORZA MILAN!! **rolls on bed**

buffalo wings = buffalo + wings. fishballs = fish + balls.

nothing to do now at 2am so i shall update! i got quite a few things to talk about but sadly not much pics so bear with me haha.. im getting my guitar on friday,my bday's coming :D (next monday),john and sis are coming down to s'pore at the start of next year around January/February. thats pretty much whats making me happy these days.anyways its been a roller-coaster ride for me these days really.. its either something good happens first then something bad happens or vice versa. BUT! i shall talk about the good and the funny stuffs first hehehe..

so jack,me and halim were playing pool and on the way home so he asked halim about 'buffalo wings' from new york pizza.he asked about why its called buffalo..
so i said
me: its called buffalo wings because its bigger than normal lah.. not the real buffalo.
halim: eh?
jack: wtf??but i thought its real buffalo! the name what!
me: no lah its just the size.. if its real buffalo then whats FISHBALLS huh? fish. balls??
jack: o yeah.. HAHAHAHA!!

haha good friends they are.. anyways we talked about the worst disaster that made us go "omg did i really do that".. and my part was about killing a rabbit because of sheer stupidity when we were pri 5.. omg... me and jack buried one in those sand playgrounds because i bet jack that rabbits could dig back up.. he never did. /m\--(-_-)--/m\ ... :S yeah i know i know im cruel...................... but cannot blame me what!! i REALLY thought rabbits could dig back up from the sand at that time!! HONEST!! i was a kid back then.. :( :(.. oh i miss being a kid again.. especially during pri 5 haha.. AND NOT BECAUSE OF THE RABBIT AH!! sweet memories. sigh.. RIP rabbit. sincerely sorry for my stupidity. :(

HAHA i realised something. im like a woman at times LOL!! at times its as if i get PMS and start getting upset and angry over everything.. once in a blue moon ahahaha.. but omg no i dont bleed ok.. If you're in my class you know what im talking about if i said that i have bad experience with people eh.. 'bleeding' in class.. under my seat..... ******* sotong smell. EEEEEEHHHH..... eeeyerr. :S oh did i mention i decided to stop drinking :D?! Carmen said that girls dont like guys who drink alot.. oh and besides im killing myself anyways so.. I QUIT :D.. the only thing im getting addicted to is ice cream soda HAHAHA.. besides the last time i got drunk i blabbered things that are like.. MY SECRETS!! gotta admit,being drunk is awesome but not when your friends go all 'why you driiiiiiink?! :(' again and again so no more.. NO MORE! (and im not being ambitious ok!!) i think i should go to sleep now because mom is angry at me because..

'when i go to work,you're sleeping. when im back from work,you're STILL sleeping. thats 8am to 6pm.. and you wake up at 8PM. whats wrong with you?!'
ahahahahahahahahahaha im such a pig.
nite ppls! :)

so take me back,when we were not afraid. Cause this time between,is wasting me away

bah.. lousiest day ever. Today or eh yesterday was supposed to be my interview but mizi didnt want to go for some reason.. and waited for razak for like 2 hrs for his call but he didnt call.. fell asleep waiting for him lol.. initially he was supposed to bring us to the place but he ended his thingy late so cannot ah.. felt stupid :/.. been sick since.. flu,fever and stomach not feeling well..ugh.. bah anyways went to swee lee the other day.. jack bought his super chorus and overdrive pedals.. oh yeah haha saw this cute cute CUTE chinese girl in the train at city hall haha.. she smiled at me first so hehe :P :P i smiled back and it felt weird!! like every minute we'll turn to each other and smile and giggle hahaha.. she was damn pretty lah haha and cute :P. for like 15 mins kept smiling and smiling. then arrived at aljunied.. wanted to cry because i didnt want to leave the train HAHAH.. so i smiled at her for 1 last time and she giggled like mad haha.. her friend was like "huh??? what happen?".. HAHA! and jack said i should've went forward and ask number and stuff.. should have lah.. wasted..
:P :P ok nooooooooooooooooooo~.. wrong wrong. :)..

but shes damn cute lah HAHAH.. i dunno cute girls have a way with me.. I melt inside when seriously cute girls are just..CUTE! :P.. not the act cute one ah of coz haha I get alot of that in school.. difference between cute and act cute? cute makes me go "awwwwwwwwwwwwww :)" and makes me wanna go hug the person HAHA.. act cute makes me wanna go tell the girl "fuck off".. haha im mean lah haha.. but! desperate times call for desperate measures.. well atleast towards some of the ppl in our school hahaha.. speaking of which,cute reminds me of eh.. who else? :). cute lah haahahah.. and im not referring to the girl in the train btw :P.. theres someone CUTER :P.. ah the thought of it makes me melt inside HAHAH.. you guys probably dunno who it is but.. sigh miss her lah haha.. :/

this is totally random but i HAVE to tell you ppls!! guess what my family told me.. I had a diff name before.. "Shaun Paul Herrizal" OMFG. then my mom go change it to shorten it to "Herrizal Nazari". MOM WTF?! she say that it sounded like a cats name so she asked my dad to change it.. OMG OMG NOO WTH!! or not i can have 3 names!! whoa that woman ah.. wah........
WHY YOU CHANGE MY NAME?!!! no fair lah how come my siblings name all so chim..
"Fazrizan Nazari","Yenny Marlene Nazari"..omg im gonna bug her so bad later. :P.. and shes asking me to follow her go jakarta to meet her side there this month.. see how ah maybe im lazy to go :P.. its weird really indo-chinese like my mom are chinese but speak malay.. :S. its common there though.. weird la haha.. bah i think im gonna go sing to the sky now cuz theres nothing exciting to talk about haha.. jazz :).. weird eh? never thought a metalhead like me actually listen to jazz HAHAHA. I listen to metal when im pissed off..but when im alright i dont like it so much :)..EXCEPT FOR BFMV.. i love them even when im happy :P :P jack and halim keep asking me to create a band and be vocalist :|.. wah i dont think i have the courage :|. besides im not that good what :/.make myself malu only sing to ppl.. dont want ah :). i think i should sleep now haha.. im sick anyways.. **sniff**

"and then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like: I love you"
..sad la haha.. good song though! :) FRANK SINATRAAAAAAAAAAA!! Michael Bublé!! :)

"come fly with me lets fly lets fly awayyyyyy!!"
"So darling save the last dance for me" HAHA favourite song! :)
my bdays coming in 8 days yay! :D.. so far only 1 person actually remembers my bday LOL!.. its natasya 'don' hahaha.. wah can count somemore :S.. suprisingly its her lol.. good lah :). someone actually realises its my bday! :) :) :)
nite or eh GOOD MORNING ppls :).