Seoul Garden

alright i'll update as soon as I get back. I'm not sure of the plans for today but we'll see if I have time to update. I've been neglecting this blog because i'm just damn lazy. Forgive me! :(

Twist in the air and open your eyes.

Sezairi won. Its not about malays supporting malays. I supported and voted for both. Stop using race as an issue. Sezairi was the better one last night. Get over it.

Update soon!

here's your answer

whoa, talk about sleeping and not waking up for a long ass time. Okay sorry, I slept at 7pm yesterday and never woke up until just 5 mins ago. wow. that's like more than 20 hours. holy shit. okay well I woke up for a couple of times but that's still crazy!

alright let me start off with this: Merry Christmas from me to all my christian friends. Though I dont celebrate it(or atleast not in s'pore), I hope you guys enjoy the holiday with your family and friends :D. I'm sure you guys will have lots of fun opening up presents so once again, Merry Christmas! In other news: I'm craving for some Japanese Sukiyaki :(.

This is gonna be a really long post. it's a little risky and I have to be cautious so I dont offend anyone. i'm gonna talk about racism and my incident on weds night.

Alright so aidil's gf planned to go clubbing on Wednesday since it was Ladies Night but something happened that made me really aware. Its about racism. Initial plan was to celebrate one last time before Mizi and Fairul have to serve the army. So Aidil's gf suggested that we should go clubbing at Zirca (Clarke Quay). Since it was our first time, most of us were pretty nervous and didn't know what to expect. Fast forward to the night, the hype was there, everyone was excited aaaaand then the worst thing happened just when we were about to enter. One of the bouncers looked at aidil's IC and was like 'Entry Refused'. I was really confused so I asked politely for them to explain and their explanation was because our IC's stated our race was Malay. First their explanation is that there is a quota for the amount of malay guys who are in the club. they asked us to try again in an hours time. Okay fair enough that was a little insulting but I swallowed it and just accepted it. BUT that's not the real reason.

So around an hour and a half later, I tried again and their reply was really racist in my opinion. I asked politely once again but this time it was a different person.

me: It's my first time here so I don't really know what to expect. there was another guy here who told me that I had to wait another hour or so before I could get in. he said something about a quota too.
bouncer: 'Quota? who told you that? we dont have a quota in this club.'
me: wait what? then why can't I get in while my chinese friends are already inside? They literally went in as a group. I dont understand, what is the real problem?
bouncer: well on your IC it says malay. *pause* Oh the management doesn't allow your kind into this club.

I was so stunned. I seriously was. Instantly in my mind it was like: 'did you really just say that?'. I could've argued how my mom is chinese but my dad is malay but I knew it wouldn't do anything so I just said 'OH OKAY. I understand.' and left with a smirk on my face. I have never experienced anything more insulting like this. when I was in Houston, the people there didn't like Mexicans or Asians because both groups are constantly occupying the place. Even so, they didn't even express it publicly like how it happened that night. I asked my brother and sister and I found out that its probably because the typical malay guy will get drunk and create chaos. Fair enough, that is probably undeniable but I mean not letting people in just because they're malay? That's a little stereotypical and ignorant if you ask me. What really made me angry was that the bouncer just casually said 'oh the management doesn't allow your kind to enter'.

I even called Niko and he was shocked to hear that. I mix around with people from different walks of life and I have friends from so many various races. Just look at my family bloodline! We were brought up to accept people from other race AND religion. I can choose to be with a girl who has a different race and religion for the rest of my life and my family wont stop me. Instead, we welcome people from all walks of life. and that is why it really was insulting and embarassing to me on that night. Do I even look like I am going to chaos in the club? geez.

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Next time i'm gonna go with Niko and his friends and i'll probably get in. because they're all ang mohs. i'm gonna side track for a while now but its worth it. I talked about lots of things with Niko last night and he told me that the people in singapore automatically think that white guys = alot of money, and hes white! He hates it even though he's financially better than the average singaporean and that's why he and his friends never date s'porean girls. well, he did.. once but the girl asked him for money before anything happened. I think its safe to say that we singaporeans are brought up to think that white people are the untouchables and we automatically awe in their presence. He said that girls here take advantage of lonely white guys for their cash and lure them with false affection. Be it old or young, they dont care as long as you have cash. Hell even Kalle agreed with me and he's half malay and half finnish. We hate those kind of girls and worse part of it is that there's lots of them in singapore. Which is why me and kalle are planning to get out of singapore as soon as we finish NS. The incident that night was like the final straw for me and it just really sealed the deal.

inc

Incoming long post. tonight! :D

GaIn!

I'm totally in love with Brown Eyed Girl's member GaIn. omg!! :D I'm so over SNSD and Wondergirls now. After hours of youtube-ing I found out many other korean girl groups such as 4Minute, KARA, BEG, Jewellery etc. I have a new blog song and I can't stop listening to it ahha. its so good with the rapping and all! Its a collaboration of members from 4 different groups, and GaIn's in it! :D. And to think they came to S'pore about a week ago. why didn't I found out about them sooner. WHY?!?!?! its okay, one day i'll go to Seoul. ONE DAY.

Okay now to talk about the weekends. Saturday I went out with Aaron first to help him choose a good starter guitar at swee lee. After about 2 hours of browsing, we stumbled upon an Ibanez guitar that costs $427 and an amp that costs $276. Guess what price he got from those two? Total, plus discount. He got it both at $400 bucks. wow. 400 bucks. That's even cheaper than the original guitar price! The guitar and amp are both very good too because me and mizi (he dropped by after work) tested it :P. After that me and mizi left to go meet fizz and fairul at Ngee Ann City Gucci store to collect my shades. Little did I know that instead of repairing the shades, they made it worse. that means I have to give it back to them for them to send it overseas for fixing. AND WAIT 1 MORE MONTH. !@#$%. bah.

I went to the gym just now with ziq but that bugger left after 15 mins because of last minute plans... with his girlfriend. kidding ahaha. (dont kill me!). So he left me struggling with the bloody weights in the gym but it felt good. No Pain, No Gain. <- GA-IN!!! AAAAAAH! :D. [I'm starting to become obsessed with Ga-In, :/] alright time to show you guys something!

Its a show in korea where unsuspecting people get to go on a blind date with a celebrity for 1 week. This time its Narsha and GaIn from Brown Eyed Girls. Its funny/romantic/cute/entertaining, you have my word on that. It also has english subtitles yay! I love how Ga-In isn't the bitchy type and she seems really fun to be with. She's really outgoing! geez I would do anything to be GaIn's boyfriend for 1 week HAHA. Her attitude and behavior just attracts me :D. she really seems like a nice person to be with. I love the part when she forces her date to cut his hair and he's pleading so hard to not cut it short AHAHHA. Okay no more spoilers, you guys should watch it, its really entertaining! I already compiled the parts of the first episode together in a playlist so you guys dont have to search it up on youtube. I cant wait for the next episode! woo~ sparks are flying! watch it, its worth your time!

oh well, gnite ppls! :D

with your faith, you'll trigger a landslide. Victory.

PARAMORE!!!! :D :D :D

HAYLEHHH

Paramooooore!!!
Hayley Williams!!!
SINGAPORE!!!
LIVE!!!
:D :D :D :D :D :D

Due to some difficulties with my bank account, I didn't buy the tickets. YET. I'll buy it tmr or rather later. I saw a teen girl accompanied by her mother buying the tickets at the sistic counter and I got a little worried. that's why i'm buying it asap. s'poreans are always kiasu so i'll just follow the saying 'if you can't beat them, join them'. I can't wait to see paramore live, zac's drumming skills and (irish accent) HAYLEHHH.

Gym sessions with Ziq just now was.. torture muahaha. this is from ziq's blog

"We have a plan. To eat like a king before our workout because in between workout, you are burning a lot of calories. So imagine if i never eat breakfast... i couldn't lift a 10 kg barbell. And a meal as a post-workout precautionary measure.So after eating at Food culture, we went ahead to the gym. And yes, like any other days, we chionged like crazy. I worked out on my traps, pectoralis major and minor, wings, quadriceps, calf and deltoids. We did a lot with the aid of the big machines for chest. After doing 30kg of bench press, we proceeded to do 6kg of inclined press. After that flat bench press of 6kg again without machines. Purely with hands. Consecutively. The pole itself weighs 2 or 3 kg excluding the weights we were to put in. So our arms were like as if it can be broken at any point of time if we were to carry on. The result? Massive cramps at the chest area. LOL."

serves you right for your tag :D. i'm starting to really grow too, especially my chest area. its good to know that my training is working! In other news: one of my cousins is gonna get married to a korean girl around mid next year. YEAAAA. :D. I have to confess, initially I was like 'meh korean girls can't be as hot as Japanese girls'. The only hot girl band I know is SNSD... until I found out Brown Eyed Girls on youtube. holy smokes. They just won me over SNSD. Ga-In from Brown Eyed Girls is HOT. Their music rocks! or atleast this song since i've heard 1 song from them so far. I'm still gonna stay stereotypical and say that Jap girls are hotter since they're my favourite but congratulations to my cousin :D.

HOT RIGHT?!?!?! oh my goodness. okay enough of B.E.G (Brown Eyed Girls?). so with that, its 1 more bloodline to the family yaaay ^_^. So far we have portugese, malay, chinese, french, irish, arab, japanese, american, korean, taiwanese(technically its still chinese) bloodline in our family. And most of it is not far like my ancestors. Yes, lets rojak them all together and create 1 big happy multi national/racial family :D :D :D. that pretty much explains why my mom always want me to marry a jap girl... most of my cousins can easily get girls from abroad because they travel around for work so you know, its abit unfair... but oh well. I pity them a little because they have to learn abit of the native language in order to even talk to a girl over there in the first place. it's not an easy thing to learn another language but hey they did it ;D. its still a long way to go for me but 1 thing is for sure, i'm not gonna marry a malay girl. I wanna be just like my cousin :). GOOD ROLE MODEL MAN! ahahah.

I feel that this entry is long enough. I'm gonna end it here and crash out for the night. hopefully my bank account gets back to normal later so I can buy the tickets for paramore's concert. I support Paramore and I really love their music. But this is for the countless amount of girls who go goo-goo gah-gah on any good band's frontman. if you're one of them, this is for you.

I LOVE HAYLEY WILLIAMS! OMG SO HOT!.

see the irony? :P, i'm just kidding. no hard feelings.
gnite ppls! :D

oh snap, you forgot!

That song is awesome! Dont worry its a temporary song until I figure out what new song to put on my blog :D. I love the vocals but not so much for the screamo parts in the song. The cover is fuckin' BEAST. where should I start? okay my bday was um.. -sigh. very disappointing. Basically I didnt go anywhere significant, didnt get any surprises, didn't get any present. For god's sake I didn't even get to make a bloody wish by blowing a candle on my bday -_-. I decided to keep it low profile to test who really remembers my bday and well ahha.. I cant say much but lets just say its not what I expected. Maybe this will explain to you a little;

me: so um mom, do you know what's my birth date?
mom: ya lah! its 10 december 1991 right?
me: yeah! what date is it today ah?
mom: wait I go check. today is... 10. *silence*
mom: oh my god. im so sorry I forgot! *hugs*
me: ... Maybe I should stop whining... but wtf still! !@#$%.

Today was fun filled day cause I went to the gym at gombak in the morning and then the guys went over to hang out at my place until 7pm. Alot of funny things happened but I shall end it here cause we have soccer later at 9am and i'm meeting niko too so I need my rest. its gonna be a long day. oh well gnite ppls! :D

Cheese Prata awaits.

woops sorry for not updating. i'm going to alif to eat with the guys now so i'll update soon :D.



I love this kid :D. Japanese kids are awesome.

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Happy Bday Herrizal :)

who's gonna call on sunday morning? who's gonna drive you home?

I like that picture alot haha :D. Its from our jamming session last week and if im not wrong we were playing paperthin hymn. It would be damn cool if only it was a little more detailed. anyways I was supposed to cover some songs with Ryan today but there was a change of plans because hes watching singapore idol live tonight. It was a total mood changer lah, like 180 degrees around :(. So mizi stopped by my house around 2pm to borrow one of my formal shirts to match his blazer for his grad nite tmr. Nothing much happened after that because I was pretty tired. well except me showing him my sims 3 character, wife and daughter ahah. Yes! I have a daughter in sims 3. Mizi laughed when I was trying so hard to force my daughter to sleep. irritating little bugger just wouldn't sleep >:(. ahha funny stuff.

so I went to gombak gym alone around 3pm yesterday after a loooong time and I worked on most things like my biceps, triceps, upper chest, lower chest, deltoid, shoulders, abs. I only spent like an hour in the gym because it wasn't full. It feels so pretty good to see my muscles again after months of not training so its a good start :D. Doing the sit ups f'ing killed me and left a feeling like as if my stomach got ripped open :/. Buuuuut when I lifted my shirt and looked in the mirror, my abs were showing like 'na, here you go!' :P. HAHA, but really it was nice to see it again. Six Pack! The good thing about me starting to work out again is that my brother is planning on working out with me too.

last thing before I find something better to do for the night. I'm gonna cover some songs really soon, possibly tonight or tmr. Im planning to do it before the clock hits thursday.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

this is madness!

I cant really go anywhere this weekend because i'm down with the sickness. fever to be exact. I went out with my brother on friday afternoon to go find some camera stuff but I asked my brother to send me back earlier because I got really dizzy halfway through. I didnt really do much after that cause the fever keeps coming back every few hours.

aaaand thats when I tried Sims 3 and i got addicted to it ever since :D. Lets clear up some things first okay? Sims is not a 'girls game'. Its really fun and the newest one, sims 3 has a LOT of things compared to sims 2. a friend of mine told me that im getting soft when I said that I was busy playing sims 3 ahaha. >:(.

me and my wife (in sims) are both pursuing a musical career. aisey HAHA. apparently my wife has a higher guitar playing skill than me and shes gonna be performing in venues soon while im still practicing songs at home D:.. i'm gonna create a new character soon and make him do evil deeds just for the lulz :D :D :D. other than that, nothing much happened this weekend. i'm gonna cover some songs with ryan this coming week so i'll put it up here once its done.
okay, its really late now so i'm gonna end this entry here and go to sleep.
gnite ppls! :D

NJA

So me, rais, allen and crystal skipped class early to watch ninja assassin and oh boy what a great movie it was. Even though critics are bashing it, I still think that its really good and action-packed. I only wished that the movie could've been a little longer than 1hr 30 mins and they could've also created a much deeper storyline. Other than that, the movie is sick. The movie is really gory so its definitely not for the faint hearted.

Rain's body in this movie is damn toned. He has the kind of body that I really want. Its muscular but not like body builder muscular, in other words its ripped. my brother said that it took rain 8 months of work out to get a body like that. daaamn this movie inspired me to work out again. I stopped after 3 months because I had to prepare for exams so now's the right time for me to start. omg to think about it, Megan Fox had a crush on Rain before this movie. Once she sees this movie and sees Rain's new holy crap body, she'll be all over him.

That took me 1 month and a half so lets see if I can go through the same process again but this time im extending it by a few more months. I donno how many times I wanna say this but Rain's body in the movie can easily make every guy jealous. ARGH! Must...get...that kind of... BODY!!!

anyways we jammed at tiet last night too and it was alright. Fizz forgot 75% of the songs so we didn't really have much song choices. The highlight of the evening was when we played PES 2010 on the PS3 at cathay. AHAHA we were so damn noisy! It was as if we were playing a real football match. We had this little 1 vs 1 tournament and after 3 to 4 matches, Mizi was the leader with 12 points, I got 6 points, Aidil got 3 points while Fairul and Fizz had no points at all because they lost 4 times. Nothing much happened after that except for endless jokes and riddles by Aidil. Most of them are funny as hell :D

okay im gonna have to go to sleep alr so i'll end it here. i'll update very soon! either tmr or saturday.
oh well, gnite ppls! :D

tonight

so as promised in my previous entry, I shall update! listen to the song above! omg his vocals is insane! Especially his falsetto voice during the chorus. It sounds almost like when they performed fin* live! :D anyways check it outtt! Look what's in store for my this weds!

I seriously can't wait to play a little faster by there for tomorrow and I TOTALLY CANNOT WAIT TO PLAY PAPERTHIN HYMN!!!
okay off to bed now, gnite ppls! :D

its a foot long! :O

Happy Belated Bday Fairul :D. I know this is a late blog entry but its better than nothing. Today is Jack's bday too. me and halim are gonna buy for him something cause we feel bad about not buying anything for him on his bday.

anyways i got home around 130am last night because we had a family reunion at my uncle's house. Barbecueeee! I ate from 8pm to 1230am. Is this the start of my growing appetite?!?!!? I hope so! anyways Fairul's bday was an outing that was totally unplanned and full of suggestions. I was the only one who was hungry so I ordered a footlong at vivo subway (it was soo good) before we all decided on whether we should go catch a movie or eat swensens buffet or pizza hut or sheesha.

Lets see what did I forget to say... oh yea I skipped one of my lessons last week with raj, dan and rais to watch 2012. It was pretty good but I think you will only enjoy the show if you understand the background information on 2012 and the conspiracy theories. I knew about 2012 like 4 or 5 years ago so the movie didnt really shock or scare me. Still, if it were to happen.. sad lah. theres a lot of things that I havent done yet. its not fair :(.

okay i'll update tonight cause im gonna go down and go get subway. Teriyaki chicken with sweet onion.... FOOT LONG!!! WHAHAHA.
i'll update tonight!

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bleh today is soooo boring. i'll update soon! ;)

Hold your breath now the bad blood's wearing thin

Yesterday's l4d2 session was FUN AS HELL! ahhaha. Qahar didn't come so we asked Jack's girlfriend to join us. Damn funny I tell you! Imagine the 4 of us going up to a witch with a frying pan(yes, a frying pan) and repeatedly smack her head with it until she died. HAHAH. The witch didnt even have time to react la! theres other funny moments like jack shooting and leaving me to bleed to death just when we're about to end the game and the 4 of us clearing an entire level just using katanas. It got a little boring as time passed by but it was worth it after a long ass time not meeting them.

that reminds me, I have to meet up with Niko soon. as soon as he gets back from meeting his girlfriend's parents in malaysia i think.

woohoo im gonna meet up with the guys tmr for fairul's bday celebration. cant wait for it! Its also to celebrate the end of A levels. well not really mizi said that it can be considered over because tmr is their 2nd last paper. my 3 weeks holiday is also coming so you know what that means eh mizi? :D. we're supposed to be going to tiet tmr to play some new songs for the fun of it but somebody else already booked from 5-7. damn it! I was looking forward to singing a little faster by there for tomorrow :(.

here's a couple of things to do with the guys
- take lots of pictures for tmr's outing with the guys
- show them peter chao's video on Twilight New Moon AHAHAHAHHA (its on my facebook wall)
- watch 2012
- watch ninja assassin
- play a little faster
- go wreck fizz's house and play ps3 all day long
- do a dual cover of darling by ESTK with mizi

That's pretty much it. this is random but i'm totally craving for subway tonight :(. Teriyaki with Honey Mustard. !@#$%^ I cannot stand it anymore, muuuust buy tomorrow.
okay gnite ppls! :D

L4D2

Well what can I say? L4D2 is just pure epic-ness. I played it with my brother and his friends on friday night and it was insane! This time it feels more realistic and it really feels like you're in a zombie apocalypse. I gotta go now because im meeting halim, jack and qahar to play this game :D. Team What Lies Within! :D

i'll update real soon!!!

Hush, dont speak a word about the dreams that I live for.

Yesterday was a really terrible day for me and mizi. We both had a pretty rough day but atleast we got each other to talk to. I really shouldn't talk about it. but it was really one of the shittiest days ever.

anyways APEC Summit was a reaaaaally easy job. Half.. wait no 3/4 of the time me, Alan and his friends were wandering around Esplanade looking at the scenery and occasionally emo-ing along the bay while listening to our ipods. We even had time to walk around Marina Square and Suntec at 3am in the morning. It was scary because there was literally NOBODY around. ahha it felt like L4D. no cars, no people, no sound. imagine that in marina square parking lot. damn scary! Alan told me that the first day, on average we got atleast $35/hr. HAHA awesome shit. The final day was a little tiring on my legs because we had to stand for two hours but eh, it was alright. The place was super filled with bodyguards who constantly kept asking me alot of questions just because I stood beside the trishaw. LOL.

'Who are these Trishaws for?'
'Will you be cycling this trishaw?'
'Where is Malaysia's Trishaw?'
'Where is Indonesia's Trishaw?'
'How long is the journey?'
'Can I book this Trishaw for Brunei's sultan?'
'Can I take this Trishaw for the China President?'

Mind you they were the Presidents and Minister's BODYGUARDS. so you know, they are extremely huge and INTIMIDATING. the way they talk to me is like... 'no funny business or i'm taking you down' kind of tone. These guys were atleast twice my size and when they crowd around me, wow, they really crowd around. Ironically these guys look damn cool with their Blazers/Tux/Coat. they look really scary but yet they look damn cool ahah. Of course there were some other important people like the delegates who asked me to take photos with them. Its atleast better than having bodyguards constantly asking you questions ahha.

When the time came for the leaders to board the trishaws, I got... shoved by a Brunei bodyguard for being too close. haiz, poor thing :(. The sultan of Brunei went into my Trishaw and obviously he was also accompanied by like 10 or more bodyguards. Once the whole Trishaw event was done and the leaders were having their dinner, it was smooth sailing for me and Alan. Walking around Esplanade and eating the buffet. Overall it was a really easy and fun job because there really wasn't much things to do. oh well, i'm still waiting for my 240 bucks cheque. I think I have to wait for 1 week? aaargh.

The picture itself is self-explanatory. I was deciding on whether to go to sch or not just now. Dan lah, didnt want to go off early so we can play xbox at the library. !@#$%. That girl also! she just had to use capslock. sheesh. I want my 2 months break NAAAAOW. so I can run away from Singapore to LA and forget about everyone.. for awhile. screw you all, I hate all of you! pfft. ahah okay not that but I just want to get away from s'pore for awhile, you know? It's my 'escape from reality' plan that only Mizi understands fully. blah, okay off to bed. by the way we have to meet up soon mizi! there was a reason why I never updated this blog for quite a while but I'm gonna start blogging regularly again so yeah heh.
okay, gnite ppls! :D

Obama yo!

I'm hoping to see President Obama tonight hahaha. Shit im late so I really gotta go right now. oh well, 240 bucks is waiting for me tonight :D :D :D. Update soon!

APEC

I have an easy job waiting for me ahah. Me and Alan signed up for it, its easy $80 per day and we only have to work 4 hours per day for the APEC event. The catch is... its at midnight. oh well, its not gonna stop me :D. easy money for 3 days man!

So while you guys are busy cuddling with your pillow, i'll be standing at esplanade doing nothing much for $80. lol.

i'll update soon cause I gotta go now, gnite ppls! :D

memoirs of a gaijin

It has been awhile since i've done a real blog entry so i shall do it now. I was pissed off a few days back with things at home but i'm alright now. i'm glad its over. hah. I never really did anything today, just slack at home. Mizi and Fairul's A levels are really near so I'd like to wish them all the best for the first paper on Tuesday. Mizi's gonna be in the army on january. wah sad man. nvm for mizi its only 7 weeks instead of 3 months so it'll pass very fast :).
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oh yea dude, i wanna show you 1 video of close combat techniques that you may/may not learn while you're in there. of course, this IS the spetsnaz(russian commando) so they're frickin brutal. nonetheless its awesome :D. Check out krav maga too!



Away from the that topic now, I saw some of isa's pics on facebook and wow! I didnt know Japan was THAT expensive. A frickin fish costs 4500 yen and when converted, thats $69. holy crap. I guess my dad wasn't lying when he said that he spent $50 on Breakfast while he was in Japan. eh to think of it, my dad never told me really cool things about himself. Like how he travelled to a lot of european countries like Spain, France, Italy, Portugal, Luxemborg, Belgium etc. I didnt even know that my dad is from ACJC lah!

I'll update very soon because i'm running out of ideas to blog about. I wanna cover with you by chris brown on an acoustic guitar. I need to borrow Isa's semi acoustic guitar so that's all for now.
oh well, gnite ppls :)

don't say I didn't warn you

I wanted to update yesterday but I KO'ed on my bed while listening to a new song aidil sent me by Alesana. but that's not the main point for now cause things at my house are driving me f'ing NUTS.

I'm so pissed with everyone in the house right now. they're just so damn ignorant. talking to them is like talking to a bloody wall. I can never get my point across.

I also realised one thing. There is always going to be one instigator be it a family member/friend/whoever the hell who wants to poke his or her nose into anyone's issue. URGH. just fuck off! mind your own business for god's sake. nobody needs your damn opinion, especially not me.

but what's worse is the person who listens to every suggestion thrown at him/her. if you piss me off again and again, off course i'm gonna be mad. its frickin justified! fuckin' learn to use some common sense! what do you expect me to do? Laugh along with you? FUCK YOU.

zombieee

So I was looking at youtube and I saw this funny video about a Drunk Russian

then I found out that he wasn't drunk from this Russian News Cast.

I feel damn bad for laughing at him now :(

off topic: the girl's russian accent is hot! now you can hear what I hear when I was in Moscow :P

bye bye, tokyo boy.

Bye bye Isa, have fun in Tokyo! He's going there 1 week with his classmates.. waah. so cool! I wish the we could go overseas together as in our whole group of guys. nvm we already have plans to go to LA together after Poly :D. or maybe somewhere around Australia or Europe. I've never been to Australia before so I dont really know much about it. Some of us(including me) are suggesting Korea or Seoul to be precise. eh, get the cash first! :) A lot of things happened these few weeks but frankly speaking I was never in the mood to talk about it. here i'll try to summarise it for you

- my grandparents almost died in the hospital
- i met up with my dad's side because of that (I didnt see them for 4-5 years)
- my cousins are all grown up now, oh and my grandmom cried when she saw me after a looong time.
- i've been studying with mizi a hell of alot
- my whole family is going to LA for 2 weeks to 1 month on February 2010.
- that means my brother is tagging along so its gonna be OMGWTFAWESOME!!!
- it also means I wont get bullied by my sister to do household chores/wash her car/get scolding for using the pc for too long.... etc. dont remind me.
- we're going to some mountain for skiing and theres gonna be snow!!! :D

I dont know what else to add, eh okay enjoy my cover below. I screwed up the first verse because its supposed to be played with 2 guitars simultaneously. I tried to rush the two chords so I missed some strings in the end. You'll see what I mean. Oh and mizi, do listen to that pinch harmonic towards the end. kthx. :D. okay i'm gonna make another cover, this time a heavier song. Oh yeah you know what's coming.. 'Romance is Dead'!!! Hell no, that song is too hard especially the tapping part near the end. okay i'll see what song is in my ipod.

found a demon in my safest haven

I scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking short cuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

Well, I can see behind the curtain
(I can see it now)
The wheels are cranking, turning
It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's nonexistent
It's nonexistent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off

Just turn it off.
Again, again, again.

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off, when I hit the bottom.

Decode it yourself.

Cousin's outing

we had our first ever cousin's outing just now at 1am in the morning. it was a last minute thing and I was getting bored studying so they picked me up. We went to play bowling at bukit gombak CDANS until 3am and then off to tea garden mcdonalds. talked crap, laughed, watched soccer and more. and omg we saw this group of guys at the mcdonalds bringing along a group of hookers with them. wah sad case man because the guys all look like educated ones. yet they get hookers... so sad. you never know what a hooker might carry along with her. might be aids, HIV or an extra body part down there. with the amount of trannies, you never know HAHAHA. aaah well im going off to bed. i'll update soon! i'm too tired to type, mind you im typing this while lying down on my bed. i'm meeting my cousins later too so its gonna be fun, i think. well if i can keep my eyes open that is. gniiiite.

Reeeallllly?

Girl 1: Like oh my god, how big was it? Was it like around the moon big?!
Girl 2: It was big!
Girl 1: Shut up. No way!

Girl 1: I'm going back in december so..
Girl 2: wow, i'm reeeaaaaaally going to miss you. HEHEEHEHE

Girl 1: They say we're obnoxious americans but.. we are NOT!
Girl 2: wow did they reaaaally say that?
Girl 1: For god's sake we're brits! *insert irritating laughter here*
me to mizi: will they shut the fuck up already?

Yep, thats what me, mizi and fairul came across at mcdonalds. 2 chinese girls who talk in a british accent. It was funny yet irritating to hear 2 girls trying to fake an accent. Gosh it was so f'ing irritating... Even I dont speak like that when I was Houston lah! seriously they couldn't get more irritating, one day when I decide to cover something with mizi, i'll do my impersonation of them. okay update later, i'm reaaaaaallly hungry now. <- yes. reaaaaallly. on a side note: here's isa's new original song thats pretty good :)

edit: its 9:37am, im reeaaaally tired cause I havent slept for the whole damn night so off I go. i'll update tonight, promise :D

tell me what you're after.

I guess this isnt the best time for me to update because i'm supposed to shower by now but whatever :D. i'll make this a fast one before I update it in school.

- i love aidil's new blog song!
- the vocalist looks like a mexican! (he probably is)
- I havent slept for the entire niiight! okay well I took a short nap which only lasted 2 hours since I woke up at 1am.
- I CAN PLAY DISMANTLE.REPAIR ON BOTH ACOUSTIC AND ELECTRIC GUITAR WAHHAHAHAHA. Along with The Resistance!
- if you noticed, I changed my blog song from normal to acoustic version
- I'm jealous of everyone's cover videos on facebook because I dont have the time to cover anymore. to make matters worse, I have to wait another month before I can cover songs..
- I wanna cover 'aint no sunshine' :(
- my confidence level for math just went 50% higher thanks to my sensei Mizi.
- Aidil's new blog song is frickin awesome!!!! here's the song:

I'm sure it tasted oh so sweet, But it was never good enough for me
I bit the tongue behind my teeth, It was never good enough for me!
You said you always keep your word, show me what your after.
Just a little faster!

Awesome song! okay I REALLY got to go shower now. i'll edit soon!

I didnt sleep at all tonight.. ahha. I was up studying so i'm pretty worn out right now. i'll blog about it tonight! Suffer now, enjoy later.

'sudden breakdown'

i'm tired so I guess I have to keep it short for tonight. I changed my blog song from ESTK to Anberlin. I was studying just now and out of the blue I got the urge to listen to it. Aidil, its another great song from anberlin! It can rival paperthin hymn in my opinion but of course, paperthin hymn is better. its a sad song also, so its good.

One last glance from a taxi cab
Images scar my mind
Four weeks felt like years
Since your full attention was all mine
The night was young and so were we
Talked about life, God, death, and your family
Didn't want any promises,
Just my undivided honesty, and you said

"Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better"
"Oh oh, things are gonna change, oh, they're gonna change"

I am the patron saint of lost causes
A fraction of who I once believed (change)
only a matter of time
Opinions I would try and rewrite
If life had background music playing your song
I've got to be honest, I tried to escape you
But the orchestra plays on, and they sang

"Oh oh, things are gonna change now for the better"
"Oh oh, things are gonna change"

[Chorus 2x]
Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You've dismantled me
You've dismantled me

Give me time to prove
Prove I want the rest of yours (prelude)
Call this a prelude to a lifetime of you
It's not that I hang on every word
I hang myself on what you repeat
It's not that I keep hanging on
I'm never letting go

Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you
Lines and phrases, like knives, your words can cut me through
Dismantle me down (repair)
You've dismantled me
You've dismantled me

It's hard to ignore our emotions, no matter how many times we try because the only thing we'll ever succeed is delaying it. there's no such thing as being immune to it. It will hit us like a train-wreck eventually, just like it hit me just now. Dismantle me down... repair.

I couldn't hide to save my life.

Enjoy the new song, Aidil intro'ed it to me a few nights ago. Update soon...

paparazzi!

omg go to my facebook profile to see Isa's AWESOME cover. ahah its seriously very nice! I think everyone should be able to see the video if you go to my profile. I wanted to embed it here but I couldnt find the code so just go to my profile in facebook. He covered paparazzi by lady gaga. Reaaaally good vocals! you guys should definately check it out. it is THAT good that I just had to blog about it. :D

GREEEEY

It's amazing how i'm not feeling sleepy yet. HAH. sleep is for the weak. I woke up at 3pm just now, so you can guess what I missed. sheesh I need to sleep early! anyways I just uploaded this video around midnight just now. watch the video in High Quality please, the sound and video is better in HQ. The audio from this video is pretty good cause i'm using my new Canon Camera. It was taken a few weeks back when the guys went over my place. (You can see the new bed I got for hari raya). The video quality was pretty good before I uploaded it. oh well, atleast the audio quality is really good :).

Me and Mizi can go join the choir now :D. We'd be awesome backup singers. HAH. big joke. It always makes me laugh when I hear Mizi say 'GREEEY' at 3:54 AHAHA.
okaaay time for me to sleep. i'm SO going to cover the song at the end when i'm done with my exams.
okay gnite ppls! :D

Shifting your weight to throw off the pain.

Mizi, I stole your blog song, I hope you dont mind :D. I really like the song lah! The lyrics, vocals, guitar. All of them are perfectly set up in 1 song. I bought Brand New Eyes on Itunes! I've listened to their songs and in my opinion, RIOT is definitely better. There's a few songs in BNE that's good like careful, looking up and where the lines overlap. I love those 3 songs! But unfortunately the album wasn't what it hyped up to be. See, didnt I say that once a good band goes mainstream, their songs will start to become lousy? Another example would be Silverstein. The album before their latest one sucked, HARD. Nonetheless, I still love Paramore because they're so unique. I'm so going to learn the tabs for those 3 songs especially 'looking up' when im free. The palm mutes from the guitar on the verses sound so awesome even though they're simple! Now if only Paramore sounded more like Anberlin... wow. i'll let you imagine how GREAT Paramore would sound. I think BNE is a little disappointing but whatever, i'm sure they'll make a great album after this one.

I didnt go to sch just now, was too tired. I woke up at 1pm so yeah :x. I am so stressed out! The coming 3 weeks are really going to be the worst 3 weeks in my life so far but if I play my cards right, It will be one hell of an achievement. God, help me please. I know I can do it, I just know it. I'll update tonight, I got something to share with you guys.
oh well, gnite ppls!

The only thing I can say right now is, Happy Bday. that's all I can say so once again, Happy Bday.

*Fin.

You just don't know how much I dont want to do this right now. I've thought about it for a long time and I've decided to go on with what I'm going to say. i'm sorry but I have to do this.

Don't you remember doing this to me? '*Fin.' Yes, I am talking to YOU. you know who you are, nobody else. YES, YOU. I really didn't want to say this in the first place but... what kind of a person are you?! Is there something wrong with you or do you just love to bring me down over and over? Seriously, after all the crap that we've been through HAS IT EVER CROSSED YOUR MIND that maybe this guy has had enough? Even a normal person would've figured that out. and to think I actually had faith in you when we met after baybeats. yup, that's right. I actually had faith in you after a long time, it's just too bad that you never had faith in me.

You can't tell me how to feel, you just can't. Don't you ever get sick of your white lies? Especially after our 'little talk' right after baybeats. it was just another one of your white lies. infront of my face, you lied... again! Do you have a heart?! What kind of a heartless person would do anything to hurt another person who just wants both of them to be on friendly terms. Dont you atleast feel something?! Oh yeah and it wasn't the most intelligent thing to avoid me right after you said everything was fine between us. Frankly speaking, I think its really immature and you should change your mindset. In simpler terms, GROW UP. For god's sake, you're going to be 18 tonight! Judging from the way you handle things, you seem like you're still 11 years old. I know a girl's thinking is different from a guy but damn, atleast have some sense of maturity in your thinking. don't just go 'okay i'll avoid this guy'. you know what people do when faced with a problem? you deal with it instead of running away and avoiding things.

I dont wanna stretch it too long but i'm afraid that the only way we can understand each other is when you change the way you think of things, especially me. I don't know what you think of me right now but for god's sake, I was your friend. your friend. yet YOU still had the heart to do all those things to me. We can never agree on anything if you keep going on like this. If what I said wont affect you at all, then you really have no heart. I would'nt say that this is the end, because you still haven't changed yet. but from what you've shown all these while, I can tell you 1 thing that i've learnt from you:

You won't do anything about what I said.

You make breaking hearts look so easy, seems like you've done this before

I think this is the first time i'm singing and playing halim's acoustic guitar at the same time. thats just a short cover that I made about an hour ago. I love the lyrics of this song haah plus halim's acoustic guitar is also quite good! anyways i was pretty moody when I did that cover so pardon me for the mistakes. Me and Aidil went to the gym in the morning just now and our body is aching like mad! :O. Mizi later joined in when we were chilling at my place and we covered the same song but its the full version. This is just my own cover that I did an hour ago. We then met Fairul and Fizz at Bukit Gombak to eat Prataaa! Then went to Aidil's house to relax even more and went home after awhile. Tmr is gonna be fun as hell. We're gonna go play some songs at tiet studio... AGAIN! but this time we're gonna cover anberlin songs woohoo!

The audio quality is better than my previous ones because I finally installed my sound driver. The quality of the other video is much MUCH better so just wait for me to finish editing it. it'll be out in a couple of days. (depending on my level of laziness) HAH! this is gonna be pretty random but last night I dreamt that it was like 10 or 15 years down the road, I was married and my wife was pregnant. I also saw mizi and the guys in my dream. LOL. all of them grown up and pursuing their own career path. dreams are very mysterious sometimes.. well most of the time. we just dont understand what dreams are. okay enjoy the song. i'm gonna back to playing my soccer game
gnite ppls! :D

a day off

Theres a lot more pics but i'm too lazy to upload them ahah :D. 1 picture is 2mb so it'll take forever for me to upload them all. We went out yesterday because its the end of mizi and fairul's prelim papers. Its to 'destress' them so we walked around orchard. Oh my goodness the F1 race brought A LOT of tourists to singapore. A lot of those white girls are quite hot. Mizi was bloody happy to see pretty girls, he would spot one before anybody else. We also this one international school student who was so pretty. Blues eyes, blonde hair. woo. On a guy it looks gay as hell but on a girl, those 2 traits are like wow! If only felix and teemu were in singapore... then it wouldn't be a problem for them to intro some of those girls to us :P. Especially Felix being the chick magnet and all. Nevermind, i can ask Niko to do that once we meet up again ;). AHAH. jk jk.

Then we went to Tiet Studio to jam. All of us can't play for shit now :x. We forgot most of the tabs/lyrics. Well what do you expect, we haven't jammed properly in months! Nonetheless it was still fun and we took lots of pictures with my new camera. i'm still learning how to work this thing properly so I have to ask my cousin to teach me some tricks. My cousin has a cool job at Canon :D. All he has to do is fix cameras and test new unreleased cameras. The best part of his job is that he gets paid to travel around the world and testing/reviewing new cameras. shiok right?! Imagine travelling around the world, taking pictures and getting paid. Its good to have a cousin who works at canon.... can ask for discount :D.

After that we headed for suntec to catch a glimpse of the F1 cars. I haven't seen it in real life before so I psycho'ed them to go. It was like a treasure hunt for unblocked spots lah but after awhile we did get to see the cars :D. Noisy as hell though. Imagine a bee flying into your ear and staying there. You can hear the sounds on my previous entry. Everytime an F1 car is nearby, everyone would cover their ears like a bomb is being dropped. It was still worth it ahah.

okay im gonna end it here, i'll update soon.
gnite ppls! :D

loud

Sounds from the F1 Night Race practice session. holy crap it was so LOUD! imagine the race track is at suntec.... at bugis we can hear the F1 cars already. BUGIS. Sathish is going to watch F1 later and tmr. Faraz could've given me two tickets to watch it but hes already off to london. oh well! i'll update tonight!

Cupid never found his mark.

Lets try this... embed video from facebook. hmm.

I'm not sure if that works or not but its a video of us covering i'm your's by Jason Mraz a few weeks back. I totally forgot to upload it so there we go. I added a clip of us playing along to Paperthin Hymn (Horribly because i'm so not used to playing that song on an acoustic :P) and also check out the outro! Its...... just awesome. I'm going to cover the song on the outro soon. oh and we're gonna cover 'here without you' by three doors down too :D so that'll be fun. saw the outro yet? :P

Anyways Hari Raya was suprisingly enjoyable because we went to my uncle's side. He has 13 siblings so theres A LOT of houses to go to. You know the usual, go to people's house, eat kuih, ask for forgiveness, collect money *cough*. :P One of the houses was at bukit gombak block 370 and it was beside aidil's block! AHAH. I met up with him and talked for awhile. We're gonna go out this friday or saturday when mizi's prelim papers are over! Here are some pics of my cute little cousins, my bro kissing my mom on the cheek and me slacking at my uncle's place. There's a lot more pictures but i'm too lazy to upload them.

i didnt do much for today. Studied for maths and yeah that's pretty much it. I'll update soon!
oh well, gnite ppls!

chao ozai

'This is also a message for all you mother bitch. Go easy on the poor m'fker okay? because one day, ONE DAY if you want to have the baby and your baby come out all retard. and you ask 'why?! why is my baby so retard?!'. oh okay then you remember, you hit your boyfriend in the balls one hundred time!' AHAHAHA. this guy is frickin hilarious

eh why is there a picture of a hot girl on the video?! that video was taken in singapore. I think that woman is totally being disrespectful in public. I would be a gentleman and just drive away if i were that guy but hes a dumbass too for just standing there.

soooo I met up with niko, satthish and faraz yst. Walked around Ion and then to ngee ann city to send my mom's gucci sunglasses. luckily they're able to send it back to the company for it to be repaired or else my mom is gonna go crazy! its gonna be back around 2 to 3 weeks. we then went to niko's house and it was really nice! Rich ppl place... nice view, very quiet and a really nice place to just relax. omg im telling you the carpark there is like heaven for car freaks. You can easily find a maserati, porsche, bmw, audi, ferrari, lexus, mercedes and lamborghini in there. I met his parents and they're really friendly too. i always thought french people are mean but it doesnt apply to them. We slacked at his house for awhile and then headed for vivo which was like 5 mins walk from his house. ate, slacked even more and then we headed home.

anyways hari raya is coming but i guess i'm not exactly happy. its gonna be like 2 or 3 houses again so the whole day is gonna be slack slack and slack. ever since my dad broke up ties with his side, hari raya has been quite plain for the past 5 or 6 years. but ehh, whatever. I went out with mizi, aidil, isa, fizz and fairul just now to eat and then to bowl! gosh I suck at bowling now. nothing much happened tonight. ehh okay i'm gonna end it here & enjoy the new blog song.
gnite ppls!

no sounds

i'm very tired so i'll make this entry into point form to shorten the content. i'll make a full update later tonight.

- i met niko, satthish and faraz
- faraz is gonna go to london for college so we met up for 1 last time
- i'm sick as hell
- me and satthish went to niko's place
- Niko lives at HARBOUR FRONT.
- theres a white lamborghini at niko's lobby
- this conversation:

me: dude what car does your dad drive?
niko: you really want to know?
me: well what is it?
niko: okay... well.. Porsche. :x
me: -_- so...... which car?
*momentary pause*
niko: Porsche 911 Turbo
me: WHAT??? niko, i fucking hate you.

- my sister was supposed to live at that condo and it costs around 12k per month but plans changed because my sis went to LA
- Niko's apartment is WOOOOOOOOOOOW.
- I sound like robocop due to my sickness

It was a pretty exciting day for me so i'm gonna collapse on my bed now. i'll edit this entry VERY soon. i promise! with pictures! i dont have a voice right now so im off to bed. i seriously sound like a rabbit shrieking in pain. you know like eeeek eeeek. okay okay, off to bed.
gnite ppls! :D